QVID EST VERITAS? (Symposium Reading)

Almost two millennia ago, Pontius Pilate reportedly asked Jesus, rhetorically, almost mockingly and completely uninterested in an answer, “what is Truth?” right before going out to tell the Jews he found no fault with Him. To this day, the most exclusive and discriminating of us maintain the question remains unresolved, but whereas Pilate seemed to think Truth is a concern of fools, the naïve, the idealists, we hold it to be desirable and approachable.

‘To be’ is that verb which expresses that a subject and its predicate are the same. When we say something is something, we are equating it with itself (as in the case of God’s Name revealed in Exodus 3, I AM THAT I AM), or with attributes and properties it embodies and actions it is taking or suffering. From the standpoint of the monism which underlies many systems of thought, this may appear to be a fruitless endeavor, for we are merely drawing linkages between parts of the Whole, but the practical reason for holding beliefs, which amounts to making being-statements, has always been to persist as integral systems as we are assailed by all sorts of external forces.

At the most crude level of survival, basic knowledge of needs and threats, and Techne for meeting and mitigating them are necessary. One should not approach a cave lion or sleep in the snow. That being established, higher iterations of being want for survival. The personality, like some exotic bird collecting pretty rocks for its nest, develops all sorts of opinions about itself and its relations to others. When these are challenged, pain and anxiety are felt; humiliation, we say, evoking the Earth, the dirt, as if that’s so bad. Much of human relationship is the mutual masturbation of these illusions, and not challenging them because we want to gain and don’t want our own illusions challenged. Such affronts, we feel, do not reflect the Truth, but the bad quality of their issuer as we are overwhelmed by bad feelings. There are those of us, however, who would surmise that the magnitude of the pain experienced suggests our own wrongness, that these disappointments really only awaken us to an internal threat, a contradiction threatening the construction we have fabricated. Either way, these events spell death for that part of the illusion or for our esteeming that friend or lover, just as being wrong about the cave lion results in death. Now something must die. Maybe our friend was right and they reproached in us what caused our misery and inhibited our life – or maybe they are an enemy of Life and Truth, a player of the High Stakes Game for whom there will be Divine Justice.

Often such a betrayal or perceived betrayal inspires us to embark on a deeper investigation into Truth. We wade into a sea of gurus, philosophers, institutions, prophets, psychologists, mentors and practices, all laying claim to orthodoxy. Which one is right, considering that it’s all a matter of semantics and personal preference? Clearly, whichever imparts Eternal Life, if we are to go by the original spirit of belief: survival. We can have Eternal Life for our delusions by condemning every challenger and excluding them from our lives. We can have Eternal Life for our Soul, which is so ethereal and unoffensive it is already immortal. But the most complete knowledge of the internal and external, the ultimate way of living, should impart Eternal Life and Eternal Youth to the body, the possibility of which most people reject prima facie, as if they are rich enough to forgo such a treasure. They say things like “I wouldn’t want to live forever.” I believe that we should acknowledge and even honor the organism’s original desire without fear of being disappointed in this domain. Is our fear of death not already death itself, and who can ask us to die again?

Anyway, having discerned that this humiliation augmented, counterintuitively, our vigor, we wonder what other errors we have made in understanding ourselves. Surrendering the libidinally charged ideas adopted in youth, these unnecessary wastes of effort, and entertaining the experiences and emotions these investments repressed, the question “what is Truth,” insofar as it pertains to ourselves, becomes very interesting. We find that each time we adopted an inauthentic defense it was a death for our True Self. Each time we surrender one it is a death for our false self and a Resurrection for our True Self, as our bodies become enlivened with surging energies withdrawn from these malign hang-ups. This further confirms our suspicion that death is continuous as opposed to discrete, a mathematician might say. Like Reich, we find that all these psychological cathexes corresponded to – no, were identical to – chronic muscle contractions and habits of shallow breathing and the violent interruption of our sexual excitement, &c., and as the Cross was transformed from an instrument of torture into one of Salvation, our musculoskeletal tomb becomes the ultimate diagnostic tool, a complete map of the Enemy’s positions. It becomes a womb out of which we are born again. Then, upon a profitable resolution of the Oedipus Complex and its chronic strangulation of the pelvic musculature, signified by the attainment of orgastic potency, the capacity to permit a spine-flopping orgasm reflex – it’s just a capacity – we have fully accepted the fate of maturation. At the same time we may intuit that our identity is contradictions all the way down, to our very core, like Lucifer, second to God but surpassing God without being God – or the Son of God who is not the Father, but is also God, who “lived and died and lives evermore” (Revelation 1:18), “firstborn from the grave” (Revelation 1:5), the “Bright Morning Star” (Revelation 22:16) which heralds the dawn after the long night of history. This is Remora, the Philosophic Fish (or icthys) spoken of by Fulcanelli, taking the Piscean shape of a biconvex lens, of which there is only one in the entire ocean, who, when isolated and fully dehydrated by the Artist, imparts the ability to “control the accuracy and veracity of philosophical claims.” That, I suppose, is why the Magus advises us, in his alchemical interpretation of the Adam and Eve story (cf. Dwellings of the Philosophers), to leave this Fish a little water.

But even this is not the sum of Truth, which we defined as that which, when believed, imparts Eternal Youth and Eternal Life to the body, and to embody this condition, every force working against it must be sufficiently neutralized. We must be impervious to arms, or never have them raised against us. We must be impervious to the elements or be sufficiently sheltered from them. Under no circumstance should we test whether or not we have Eternal Life, in case we don’t. Knowing it is immaterial to having it. At this point it becomes apparent that the next thing we should pursue is a nuanced understanding of health and any force noxious to it, internal or external, or better still, that which is common to them all.

There is a natural tendency to employ metaphysics to this end. In New Chemical Light, Michael Sendivogius (the Cosmopolite) related this faculty to the First Matter, the quasi-vile, quasi-invaluable substance on which the operations of the Great Work are performed, by calling it merely the Mirror of the Art, in which “anyone … can see and learn the three parts of the Wisdom of the whole world and in this way … become very wise in these three kingdoms, as were Aristotle, Avicenna and many others.” Through this Mirror we can apprehend that earth, water, and air cannot be decomposed into simpler elements, that the brain’s primary function is to radiate heat, that the Messiah has already come, and that no man can surpass Mohammad (peace be upon him) in virtue, but Hermeticism implies the Mirror of the Art must undergo many operations to fulfil the promises of the Philosophers’ Stone. Our very way of thinking did not completely survive the Fall of Man, and we should always keep this in mind until the problem is resolved.

The epistemology we laid out above suggests that the conclusions we make about phenomena curtail our expansion and enjoyment. It is some combination of perception and belief that elicits our general, biophysical no-saying to life. Therefore, we should undertake investigations of nature in order to determine if obstacles to our continuing are either internal and therefore dissolvable by reason and Art, or external, requiring technology and praxis. However, it is most likely not a mechanistic understanding of the microcosm as a causal substratum that will be our Salvation – no, not our subordination to the Tyranny of the Very Small, but rather the dual action of the following principles.

The first is the salutary suffering that comes from bothering to understand something beyond what we already feel we know. As we pour into the world during such sustained attention, the Secret Fire calcines the old body. This idea is elegantly expressed in the old logo of the American Chemical Society, designed by Tiffany & Co. in 1908, a diamond-shaped frame divided into two halves by a horizontal solid bar: below, a kaliapparat for weighing a product of combustion – above, a Phoenix rising from flames. I encourage everyone to acquire a simple retort and attempt the distillation of brandy from wine. Buy a furnace and crucible to melt and cast some aluminum cans.

In an effort to pull up the ladder behind them, the decision was made to suppress the idea by removing the frame and solid, separatory bar such that the fire now rests upon the inverted triangle. The old version was printed, perhaps by accident, on a standardized college exam given to me, but not without divulging its secret.

The second is the inner alignment one experiences upon apprehending faithfully the common function of all phenomena, the volatilization and fixation of the same fluid, our Mercury. It is this reagent, ultimately, which governs the separateness and togetherness of bodies and substances. It imparts vileness to those which stubbornly persist in ignorance while despising fate, and nobility to those whose enterprises are dynamism and evolution. Thus it unites in being the disparate, often warring parts to accomplish a greater end. For Man’s case, it would bestow proportion to those seemingly insoluble complexes arising from the quasi-survival of the ancient brain, to wit, the undeadness of the ancient brain, the antithesis thereof being its absolute death and pristine original condition: the First and the Last.

Across this gulf, this Flood, the Shining Kingdom of the Messiah has been established, where justness and honesty and uprightness are as compelling as obscurity and flattery are down here. Its subjects are as sweet as they were before their hearts were broken for the first time. For those who will be swept away, however, the humiliation will be too great to bear when they are brought low before that priceless treasure against which they’ve erected their entire beings. That, my friends, is the Good News: in the immortal words of Fulcanelli, “the Gospel according to Science, the last of all, but for us the first, because it teaches us that save for a small number of the élite, we must all perish,” and “… Science, which alone is capable of penetrating the mystery of things, of beings and their destiny, can give man wings to raise him to knowledge of the highest truths and finally to God.”

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This was read at the symposium Science, Scientism & Mythology on Sunday December 21st, 2025 in Lexington, Kentucky.

Possible Spontaneous Generation of Gold Observed: a Case Study

Frater S.Z. to the Sons of Science: Peace be with you!

So, the former Queen of Hell has since gotten married, and worse still, became a Lacanian. I couldn’t sleep and felt as though I were dying for a few days after I found out, but I already knew deep down I couldn’t be her husband. That was my foremost hope for almost a decade despite being unable to recognize it until a couple of years ago. However, I found that I could not make another move toward her, so immense was the related pain and fear. My only complaint is that the wedding should have been delayed or advanced a week out of respect for me, because it was ten years to the day from when we first kissed in the early morning after the Seminoles defeated the Fighting Irish. Surely that was a benign coincidence, like when she wore a white dress the last day I saw her, although it makes me feel I count for nothing and that my Soul really had been extinguished back then. At the same time, I’m sincerely thrilled that she can enjoy the certainty of being loved by one man for the rest of her life and beyond. That, ultimately, is what’s most important to me, as regards this situation. Aren’t I the greatest, I must ask right away? And so another chapter concludes and a new one opens… I feel the strangest admixture of sorrow and awakening, that the ice of my heart is melting. I revel in the sadness which I haven’t been able to feel for so long. In other news, I’ve committed myself to learning the art of metallurgy and established a refinery specializing in the recovery of silver, and this led to what may have been an extraordinary occurrence, most significant for someone attempting the Great Work. It is one which I would like to share with the Sons of Science and all who believe in my ways, the elite few who understood and remembered my works and spread my renown, and with those who also have possessed at some point the inclination to, in the words of Nietzsche’s Zarathustra, create over and beyond themselves, and thus perished.

              – S                         

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The importance of sobriety in the Hermetic Science is emphasized by Geber in The Sum of Perfection, attributed to Pseudo-Geber by scholarship. He begins the tract by describing impediments of the Soul which prevent the Artist from accomplishing the Magistery, of which the most pertinent to our discussion is as follows: “we also find many who have a Soul easily opinionating every Phantasie; but what they believe they have found true, is all Phantastick, deviating from Reason, full of Error and remote from Natural Principles: Because their Brain, repleat with many Fumosities, cannot receive the true Intention of Natural Things.” Similarly, Fulcanelli writes in The Mystery of the Cathedrals, while discoursing on the statue of St. Marcellus in Nôtre Dame de Paris as it relates to the Dry Way, the science, which we are studying, is just as positive, as real and as exact as optics, geometry or mechanics; its results are as tangible as those of chemistry. In it, enthusiasm and private faith may act as stimulants and valuable helpers, but if they enter at all into the conduct and direction of our researches, we must not allow them to introduce any deviations. We must subordinate them to logic and reason and put them to the test of experience.” Finally, we have Cyliani in the preface to Hermes Unveiled stressing the tangible nature of this Art by partially crediting his success with the Philosophers’ Stone, and reunion with his Wife, estranged by his insanity, to his material study of chemistry, as opposed to the mystical and Jungian ideation associated with Alchemy today – for what good is a spiritual transmutation, or a Messiah who saves only the Soul and not the Flesh, and I mean really saves it? From the advice of these three Magi, one should conclude that skepticism must be exercised when one encounters in mundane laboratory work the unusual appearance of a material resembling gold.

Some four months ago, I was stripping silver-plated wares in a bath of nine parts 66 °Bé sulfuric acid to one part azeotropic nitric acid (I now use a 3:1 ratio because it is faster). The working principle of this bath is that above a certain concentration of sulfuric acid, a protective, passivating layer forms over brass, nickel silver, and copper, but not silver, protecting the former from the nitric acid while the silver is oxidized and dissolved thereby. The bath then holds this silver as an acidic solution of silver nitrate and silver sulfate which can be purified and reduced through hydrometallurgical means. Now, after several pieces had been stripped of silver, I returned to the fume hood and observed what looked like gold leaf floating on the surface of the bath, which is over one and three fourths times as dense as water. I scooped out the leaf with a polypropylene strainer, rinsed it, and transferred it to a gold pan. Shaking the leaf in the gold pan with water, I observed that it sank but did not behave like the gold I’ve found prospecting in the Berkshires, which, by virtue of its large specific gravity, instantly seeks the lowest regions of a gold pan, but this is to be expected of metallic leaf, whose surface area and thinness permit buffeting by currents.

Naturally, the next experiment was to attempt to dissolve it in hot dilute nitric acid, as dissolution would rule out gold. No reaction was observed, no bubbling, no brown fumes of nitrogen dioxide, and most significantly, no coloring of the water with metallic cations such as the blue copper(II) ion or the green nickel(II) ion. This result strongly indicates gold.

The metallic leaf in a beaker with nitric acid on the hot plate
I know. I should’ve gotten a better picture of it.

Next, I added muriatic acid to the nitric acid to form Aqua Regia, and this, promisingly, dissolved the metallic leaf in question. Aqua Regia, Royal Water, is called so because it can dissolve gold, which the Alchemists thought of as the king of the mineral kingdom. Neither acid can dissolve gold by itself, but gold is slightly oxidized by nitric acid and the chlorine that forms when Aqua Regia is prepared, whereupon it reacts with chloride from the muriatic acid to form chlorauric acid. Concording with the Principle of alchemical skeptic Le Châtelier, the removal of the ionic gold product via the formation of chloraurate shifts the equilibrium of the gold oxidation reaction to the products, allowing for the dissolution of more gold so long as there are sufficient concentrations of nitrate and chlorine (the oxidizers), chloride, and acidic protons (to lower the reduction potential). Even still, the mystery species could have dissolved under the influence of the nitric acid alone, now that it had more time to react therewith. I should have heated it for longer in nitric acid before adding the muriatic acid, but other observations suggest the metal was gold regardless. The Aqua Regia maintained its characteristic yellow color (it appears yellow, orange or red, whether or not it is pregnant with gold as chlorauric acid). There was no green hue from copper chloride or nickel. Lead would precipitate as lead chloride and would not have, in metallic form, had the appearance of gold leaf, namely the yellow color. Platinum would not appear yellow either. Tin would have formed metastannic acid with the nitric acid, which is a crystalline solid insoluble in nitric acid and Aqua Regia. The other non-cupric base metals would not have survived the original bath, and cupric alloys would have been passivated, remaining in the structure of the ware (or only very slightly dissolved). No silver chloride formed in the Aqua Regia, ruling out silver. Above all, the metallic leaf did dissolve in Aqua Regia, and any inconclusivity from the nitric acid test is ultimately rendered irrelevant by the properties of the stripping bath and of nitric acid and Aqua Regia, the absence of colored metal ions, the absence of silver chloride, and the original gold color of the leaf, which together, in my opinion, rule out all metals save gold.

Regarding the buoyancy of the leaf, the bath is very dense. The species comprising it are polar and very prone to hydrogen bonding, which is to say the bath probably had an immense surface tension. The leaf was very thin and laying parallel to the surface so I think the fact it was floating isn’t incompatible with it being gold. Flotation says nothing about the specific gravity of the metal, only the difference in specific gravity between the bath and that of the volume enclosed by the leaf, like how a steel battleship can still float.

Gold leaf is not a part of the silver-plated ware manufacturing process, though plating may appear leaf-like when it peels off. If the leaf was silver, it would have dissolved in the original bath. If it somehow survived this and the nitric acid test, it would not dissolve in Aqua Regia so quickly, as it would be passivated by a layer of silver chloride. If the leaf came from a base plating layer of another metal, it would still fail the qualitative analysis described above. Gold may exist in trace quantities alloyed in the base metal, but if it was liberated in a meaningful amount, it would appear as a fine brown powder, as it does after precipitation from Aqua Regia, not as a gold leaf. Gold powder does not take on the appearance of yellow gold until enough of it is melted together, though it has been observed to fuse at far lower temperatures. Speaking of which, the next step was to attempt precipitation with sodium metabisulfite. I added an aqueous solution thereof and observed no precipitate. However, the solution was probably too dilute as the amount of metal was only a few grains, and I did not wait long enough for any gold to settle. I poured the solution into my stock pot. Regrettably, I did not have any stannous chloride at the time, thinking my work would be mainly argentic. That indicator would have put the mystery to rest in an instant. The experiment was ultimately inconclusive. One can speculate that my haste suggests I harbor some hesitancy and do not want to accomplish the Magistery on some level, perhaps due to the implications such a thing has. Also, I should have tried to melt it with a flame.

In my extensive study of chemistry, I have still not encountered anything that refutes the possibility of the transmutation of base metals into gold on the scale written of by the Alchemists, one of Troy weights, not the nuclear transmutation performed by Seaborg, which produced several hundred gold atoms from lead. Furthermore, I have delved into highly technical and theoretical concepts to showcase my dedication to that science next to my open-mindedness concerning the possibility of transmutation. That said, I have very much to learn about metallurgy. The identity of the material still being unknown, I would add that the only operation I attempted before its appearance and the experiments this inspired was silver-stripping in the bath of nitrating acid. There was no projecting agent used, like that mentioned by the Alchemists, no intentionality, and the substance never appeared in any stripping bath before or since. I will be on the lookout for more auroid bodies.

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Sir Francis Bacon wrote in Axiom XIX of the Novum Organum, the New Organ, or New Machine, that “there are and can be only two ways of searching into and discovering truth. The one flies from the senses and particulars to the most general axioms, and from these principles, the truth of which it takes for settled and immovable, proceeds to judgment and to the discovery of middle axioms. And this way is now in fashion. The other derives axioms from the senses and particulars, rising by a gradual and unbroken ascent, so that it arrives at the most general axioms last of all. This is the true way, but as yet untried.” But is this axiom arrived at by the way he advocates, and is it really the true way, really possible?

The first is the way of Aristotle and Aquinas, by syllogism, deductive reasoning, which is effective for some purposes, but not for kinematics. For example, that Virtuous Pagan said bodies naturally come to rest if not compelled by an external force, perhaps having posited as a major premise that bodies seek their natural place. Experience confirms this, but Galileo observed that balls rolling on different surfaces decelerated to varying extents, variables controlled. While Aristotle’s observation is valid, it’s not the whole story, and if one’s schedule allows, one may choose to pick apart aspects of the scenario. Newton would later say that these bodies come to rest because they are opposed by a force (friction) and inferred that they would move forever if liberated from the constraints of the world: his first Law of Motion. Modern science considers this an insight into the true nature of bodies; if the extent of the opposing force is really a property of a particular surface, spontaneous deceleration may not be proper to bodies at all. Here we have certainly deviated from Bacon’s “unbroken ascent,” but what do we get from turning the Peripatetic position on its head and imagining a hidden principle in nature? Before this can be answered, we must examine Newton’s application of mathematics to the physical, something Aristotle disdained. Measuring time, length, force and temperature, and deriving units of mass, velocity, momentum, acceleration, work, area, volume, density, &c., and ascribing numerical quantity to phenomena, and discovering or inventing the formulae that relate these quantities through Algebra and the Infinitesimal Calculus creates a circular, self-referential structure of equations capable of modeling ideal situations: physics.

It is important to note there are no frictionless surfaces on which Newton’s inertia can be showcased in its pure form. By his framework, no body is insulated from gravitational attraction either, though perhaps beyond the Seventh Heaven, this force from the remote worlds may be so weak that his inertia can finally manifest, for our lay-purposes. Only out there, away from everything that matters, can the true nature of a body be unveiled, but never completely; there is no limit to the gravitational range of a body – no matter how small, it will pull on every other body in the cosmos. In the same way, there is no mass separate from weight until we consider weight, which has always meant the amount of matter, to be a force, and call the amount of matter mass. This can only be done concurrently as force is being defined: the mass of something in his mechanics is a body’s resistance to being accelerated by a force, and the weight is the force a scale must exert on a body to bring it to rest in the presence of Earth’s gravity, and this force is the product of the mass and the magnitude of the acceleration with which most bodies fall to Earth despite the fact that this body is at rest on the scale. This curiosity, that the resting body has an acceleration of zero so we force upon it the acceleration it would have while falling in order for it to have a non-zero weight, arises from the fact that we have elsewhere assumed that constant velocity, be it rest or no, is the result of balanced forces, and if the body is at rest, the forces acting on it must be balanced. The Baconian Method has been thrown out the window, along with the hope for a New Atlantis! We have fallen into the habit of using general axioms to derive middle axioms. Worse still, we have returned to Aristotelian syllogism. The equations become subject-predicate statements like “the net force acting on a body (F⃗net) is (=) the product of mass and acceleration (mā⃗ ).” Tracing the Newtonian argument dealing with weight, we can say:

  • Weight (W ) is (=) the product of mass and g (mg), where g = 9.8 m/s2.
  • Acceleration ( ā⃗ ) is (=) the rate of change of velocity, the derivative of velocity with respect to time (dv⃗/dt).
  • The net force acting on a body (F⃗net) is (=) the product of mass and acceleration (mā⃗ ).
  • When the velocity is constant (dv⃗/dt = 0 m/s2), the net force acting on the body is zero (F⃗net = 0 N) and so on.

The difference is there is no starting point, no procession from first principles, which can be wrong, a great concern of Bacon’s. The weakness of deduction is that the premises must be correct for a true conclusion to be reached. Induction gives specific conclusions about large data sets such as Brahe’s observations of Mars, in which Kepler almost discovered the correlation between the square of his orbital period and the cube of the length of the semi-major axis of the ellipse he traces. But Newtonian mechanics is not derived in this way either. There is procession, but it is circular, like the post-structural conception of signifiers, and strangely, it would seem nothing has been written on the actual derivation of these laws. Could that be possible? And those who try to explain it cannot do so without regurgitating definitions, referring to later discoveries (especially relating to outer space), using the complete framework to explain its derivation after the fact, tracing the relations in endless circles, conflating terms, and resorting to sleights-of-hand and fallacies. I am considering going over to the next valley and visiting Yale University to see if one of the learned scholars there can explain it to me. Surely in those stunning Gothic halls, they have kept to searching into and discovering truth… Anyway, for now I shall conclude that Newtonian mechanics does not arise from observation and inference. It equates a real quantity like velocity to the quotient or product of a real quantity and an abstract quantity like momentum; it creates new quantities by dividing preexisting ones into components. It is tautological, a shell game, and says nothing new. The whole body of scientific knowledge is still no more insightful than the Emerald Tablet.

Newton also has made the assumption that the intrinsic property is the one whose quantity does not change in different conditions. Why? I can just as easily say that the mass of something is an expression of its weight on Earth, where it matters, but here I am just playing Ahriman’s advocate.

The Scientific Method is said to rely on inductive reasoning, that conclusions can be drawn from repeated experiences and observations. Although this is not always exactly followed, we may experiment repeatedly and eventually state that there are laws by which phenomena abide and generalize these into theories, unified frameworks. We may say that there are properties proper to processes, bodies and substances. But as Hume declared, there is not a shred of evidence that they always have these properties, no matter how many times they are observed to have them. It can never be known whether the laws of physics and the sciences derived from it are immutable or eternal. Instead he advocated for a Science of Man that investigates not just external phenomena but the observational faculties that apprehend them, which we may trace through Kant, Hegel, Schopenhauer, Nietzsche, Freud, and Reich. Equally troubling is the fact that the particulars, the specific aspects of phenomena which are the targets of Baconian inductivism and the subjects of scientific statements, are revealed by increasingly unnatural situations in artificial apparatuses. This problem is most apparent in quantum physics, which may want to consider caveating its declarations about particle composition and “the fundamental nature of reality” with “if they are collided in this multi-billion dollar machine.” I liken this to throwing pottery against a wall with increasing force to find the elementary pottery shards. Is it still natural science at this point? Do apparatuses unveil latent properties or do they combine with their contents to create new ones? In Nietzsche’s words, “supposing that Truth is a woman, what then?” Just as a woman may do everything to make you think she loves you only to dispose of you, so too will Truth unless you regard her as less than nothing.

Ultimately, it is merciful and charitable to see bodies as being intrinsically weightless and having constant velocity. It’s those forces keeping us down! In the Enlightenment it became as distasteful to rule over the slavish (at least in an obvious way) as it was to proceed from gross interpretations of sense data. It became fashionable to look for deeper truths in everything. Last year, this reached its aphelion with the social sciences portending that an ignoble person can be completely transfigured if various inputs are adjusted. A Shudra can become a Kshatriya if only he came from a good family, had everything about him changed, if he were completely overhauled, if there was enough money to pay for it, if there was enough time and expertise, in short, if he were already a Kshatriya. This is a variation of Marxism: if the proletariat stole the property of the bourgeois, they would save the world. But whereas modern social science offers vile platitudes tinged with a faint but cynical, nasty and sarcastic tone, while it enables corrupt officials to enrich themselves with money extorted from hard-working people under threat of imprisonment (taxes) as it flows through allegedly charitable programs, as the wretches they traffic in are further debased by the phármakon of do-gooding for the sake of expanding their ponzi schemes, orgonomy holds the same position while offering true care. Indeed, its practitioners have seen the very structure of skeletons change. It beautifies the ugly and makes lovers out of the impoverished, and does so by never, ever saying “that’s just the way it is.” That is to say these transformations depend on the total rejection of the concept of the innateness of the so-called Thanatos. And if we observe that organisms live for varying durations (based on the adroitness of libidinal economy), just as balls have varying decelerations, we can induce that death is not proper to life either, but I digress. By conceiving of velocity change as the concomitant of unbalanced forces acting on a body, we unleash a Pandora’s Box of technological proliferation in the shadow of the inadequacy of the Church founded by St. Peter. It is the basis of mechanics, electrodynamics and thermodynamics: the modern world. These may describe the Sun’s periodic alteration of the viscosity of the Earth’s mantle by its electric field, its loosing the crust from its bonds and reorientating the continents, tropics rotated into the arctic and vice versa, and when this violent motion finally ceases, the oceans, laden with inertia, continue in their trajectories before coming to mechanical equilibrium with the low places.

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My friends in the Eastern Orthodox Church suffer from an interesting condition. It is not enough for them to be saved by Jesus Christ. They feel they must also take away the religion of the Jews. It is their religion to believe they’re superior because it was not written that their ancestors said to Pontius Pilate that Friday of Mourning, “his blood be on us and our children.” I shudder to think of what personal impoverishment could inspire someone to hold the Blood Curse against every Jew, but as it stands, they think we are the ultimate idiots for rejecting our alleged Messiah and killing Him, thereby enabling their Salvation. Like Wotan and Loge, they made off with our Ring, but did not have to forswear love themselves! How they roared with laughter at the symposium after I read “especially for the poor Jews.” That was not a very becoming reaction from those who purport adherence to the ultimate spiritual system and, along with other observations that have been accumulating, it made me very doubtful of Jesus’s salvific power. It made me reconsider an idea which I have always despised: that the Jews are God’s Chosen People.

Perhaps the most natural refutation to the claim that Jesus of Nazareth was the Messiah is to point out that He did not usher in the World to Come, though this is easily resolved by adopting a non-Judaic definition of Messiah or saying He will in the future. Instead, one extremely slippery mystic replied to me that the Jews are a materialistic people – and this may explain why I love silver and gold – and that they expect a material Messiah, Antichrist. His Messiah, contrastingly, is one that saves the Soul, which is higher and spiritual, adding nothing to the conversation but time. Shortly thereafter, said he, Jesus will come down from Heaven and fulfill the rest of the prophecy put forward by St. John. I had naively assumed that the Jewish Messiah and the Second Coming were the same Person, but unfortunately we will not be able to see the result from the Lake of Fire.

Jewish Tradition has it that the Messiah will be born, unfortunately for Him, to human parents, and this, it is implied, as the result of male ejaculation. He will patrilineally descend from David and Solomon, from the Tribe of Judah, restore the Monarchy of Israel, build the Third Temple of Jerusalem, abolish the holidays, the Law and Circumcision, and marry an unchaste woman. He will appear at the end of the Historic Period as the World is perfected, an idea which the Jews may have adopted from Zarathustraism through the Persians who liberated them from Babylon. Whether all this is true or not, I do not know, but one can see that there are certain advantages to believing in a Messiah who only comes at the End of the World. That being said, if any person could appear more than once in history, it would be the Person of the Messiah, which has its origin not in the crucible of the oedipal situation, but earlier in Immaculate Circumcision, such that all the cathexes of character can be shed in adulthood. He is a Person who embodies from the eighth day of life the sacrifice which our rulers and managers allegedly make to justify their authority.

Anyway, I will attempt to illustrate my point about believing in a Messiah who only comes at the End with an anecdote and an argument. Truly, I am an eternal student on a life-long journey of learning, and recently I learned that Christianity actually predates Judaism, and that, what is more, Judaism is a reaction to Christianity! One would think, believing in the veracity of the New Testament, that it’s the other way around because Judaism was operative during the events of the Gospel which precede the Acts of the Apostles, the founding of the Church. Thankfully, the slippery mystic was able to enlighten me and correct this confusion, and all the while I faithfully followed his argument with diligence and attention. My mistake, he said, arises from the fact that Rabbinic Judaism, the current iteration of the religion, “ideologically descends” from the Pharisees; therefore, it is based on the rejection of Christ. As you may already see, this is a non-sequitur of the form given by Geber in The Sum of Perfection: “An ass runs. Ergo, thou art a goat.”

Now, the Jews loved Alexander and were happy to let him govern Judea so long as they could practice their religion in their own way, but when he died, his empire fragmented and the Seleucid House came to power in Asia. After several generations of rule, Antiochus Epiphanes was crowned, and one of his first acts was to sacrifice a pig to Zeus in the Second Temple of Jerusalem and force the High Priests to eat its pork. This with his imposition of a Greco-Judaic syncretism enraged the Jews, inspiring them to rebel under Judah Maccabee. They expelled the Seleucids and Maccabee’s nephew went on to establish the Hasmonean Dynasty, the last Jewish Royal House to rule Israel. The Sadducees were its official priesthood. The Pharisees, a competing faction, were the ones who opened the gates of Jerusalem to Pompey in 63 BC, after which they slew the Sadducees in the Temple and became the new priesthood. According to the Gospels and a few other sources, they petitioned the Romans to crucify Jesus during the reign of ethnarch Herod Archelaus, which the Gentiles say enabled their Salvation. After the Romans razed the Temple (which had stood for over five centuries) in the year 70 AD, Rabbinic Judaism evolved to address the religion’s ritual center being destroyed as it spread all over the globe. So it can be said the basis of Judaism before and after Christ is the Covenant made with Abraham and the history and Laws laid out in the Torah and the Tanakh, which include the Ten Commandments, not the rejection of Jesus. Judaism would consider my friend’s Prime Mover to be little more than a footnote if He were not, ultimately, the justification for all the massacres, exiles, and property appropriations the Jews suffered in Europe.

It is interesting that the pagan Gentiles would be so moved by these accounts of a heretical rabbi and that they preferred to compliment these accounts and His sayings with the concept of Original Sin, a basic badness supposed to be innate to all humanity, one that, rest assured, everyone else also has. It is a posited primordial lack which arises from a combination of empathy (or rapport) and ignorance regarding the causes of fortune and misfortune. This idea relates to the accusations which accompany the act of putting oneself before another, and the divine consolation sought by those who lose.

In antiquity, the common person seemed basically animalistic but an elementary inversion could be imparted by the study of the liberal arts (the Trivium and Quadrivium), or Initiation into the Mysteries. The public conceived of this as a form of self-denial and developed a mystical reverence for it despite it being equal in value to, albeit different from, their vile existence. The people placed their trust in this class because its craft generally numbed the viscera, making its members appear collected. As time went on, villainous types were enabled by inherited technologies and surpluses to leave the paths of ease, as Blake said, and sully these heavenly things with their base desires, base not because they were bodily, but because they were unproportionate and could be realized through manipulation, coercion, duress, sexual perversion, and so on. This is a component of the emotional plague, and it is rooted in an organism’s elementary denial of its capacity for cathexis and catharsis, for life itself, this being imparted by parents who respond to its appearance with terrifying displays of hatred. Counterintuitively, disabling this capacity prevents a child from developing any profitable skill because said disabling preempts and takes the place of the self-denial with which skill is bought. It is a Satanic self-denial with no reward, immediate or delayed, and it destroys the inborn instinctual faculties, resulting in work that has decreasingly discernible products and the primary function of sublimating antisocial impulses, as opposed to actually doing the fucking thing they say they’re doing.

In administration, it is too easy to impose upon, oppress, and disregard the powerless and the poor. There is nothing worth this unaesthetic expense. Having received the consent of the governed, it is too easy for administrators to put themselves before their country. It’s too easy for legislators and bureaucrats to steal and launder so-called tax revenue. In medicine, it’s too easy to turn the sick into financial instruments. In priestcraft, scholarship, and philosophy – and psychology – charlatanism is too easy; when is a neurosis resolved, meaning when exactly does the analysand stop paying the analyst? how much, if any, of the antisocial is instinctual, and therefore not subject to resolution efforts? It is too easy for so-called educators to racketeer, which is basically all they do when not engaged in outright perversion. Often, even the most sincere practitioners can’t reproach charlatanism because it is too similar to their own work, no matter what the field. I, of course, am impervious to such deceptions, and it’s better to accuse first and let the accused defend himself before you indulge him with the perks of the Brahman Caste, that is, if you want what’s best for him. From the present situation, we can reconstruct that which was in antiquity and infer the following, and this is not to say the inversion I will describe has not recurred in varied forms throughout the cycles of history. Although we collectively assume a relationship between self-denial and virtue as it relates to authority, slowly, slowly, like the Precession of the Equinoxes, the tables, so to speak, can be turned eventually, and we can find ourselves in a society run by vile human-animal parasites. This is the future (or present) global power described in St. John’s Apocalypse, which the angels and armies of Jesus Christ, he wrote, will destroy in one hour at the End of the World: Babylon. Undoubtedly, his dissatisfaction with the early Church’s handling of the new way of being, but more importantly, his detection of the diabolical phármakon of Salvation, inspired this prediction.

The degradation of administrative and professional quality has often discontented the prophets and geniuses. This is an important theme of the Gospels and the Socratic Dialogues, and a key subject of investigation for the Hermeticist, heavily alluded to by Fulcanelli and Basil Valentine (cf. The Triumphal Chariot of Antimony), and less so by Cyliani, with Geber also unmasking the certainty of experts. Ultimately, I discovered, their exile, and insanity if present, is self-imposed and a consequence of projecting their virtue onto those who should be their subordinates. But we will lose track of an almost imperceptible but infinitely important caveat if we equate the Pharisees directly with something like the state, the western university tradition or a guild. That is because they were the inheritors of the theurgy of the Israelites, at least until they paradoxically killed their Messiah who failed to save them but was somehow still their Messiah. The Israelites and their descendants the Jews are obviously a unique people, and are not a people in the way other peoples are because they, as a confederacy of pastoral families from different nations under Abraham, intentionally bound themselves to something they conceived of as supermundane, this eventually giving rise to the theological foundation that most of the world has appropriated and mixed with its folk-modes. This concept, not unlike that of America, was partially expressed by Giambattista Vico when he proposed that the Jews were the only nation to skip over an epoch characterized by a vicious cycle of open defecation, hyper-fertilization of crops, and, in turn, human gigantism.

Though we can assume that Israelitish theurgy had decayed since its most impressive period, the Exodus, it would be a mistake to think that the original Covenant could be replaced by one mediated by Jesus Christ. We are truly fortunate that the Jewish People have persisted long enough for someone to finally put all the pieces together and resolve the World Riddle, because the solution is derived from their striving with the Gentiles, and, what is more, the inheritors of the early Church have let Evil infect every aspect of human life, often in ways which we are too evil to detect. It failed its very first test with the Council of Jerusalem totally botching the issue of Circumcision and it is probable that Christ Himself did not fully comprehend the Sublime Rite of the Jews, barbaric though it may be. To me it seems He put little thought into what would happen after He returned to Heaven, though the subtly of Circumcision’s effect, especially when the circumcised supplicate their antagonists, is easily ignored, and the Pharisees were not compelling enough for the apostates. The main criticism I have of Christianity, and I think the Messiah will agree, is the alleged coexistence of sin with the condition of being saved (from sin) and, necessarily, the separation of the immortal Soul and the mortal body, to wit, death. Salvation should be absolute. Christianity’s symbolism happens upon a profound truth which instantly seizes the Gentile mind, but it loses its salience because it isn’t earned. Its adherents relate themselves personally to the God concept yet are blinded from their enormous illness, hence an infamous Talmudic verse referenced wherever free speech is allowed. Scarcely anyone can see the star spoken of by Eugène Canseliet in the preface to the Second Edition of The Mystery of the Cathedrals, one which shines more brightly in broad daylight than in the blackness of the night. It is discovered by considering all things rather than subscribing to some metaphysics or religion, or ideology, and especially by considering that which we by default loathe most to consider, the repressed. In gluttony and lust do they gobble down and rape the spiritual while the asceticism of the involvedness of True Life, this affording the highest sexual pleasure, is rejected. Are you beginning to understand? The tables have been turned. “Now the Just Man rages in the wild, where lions roam.”

This is getting heavy so time for a joke. Long ago, the LORD went to all the nations of Earth to find one that would receive His Commandments. First He went to India and asked if they would receive them and they replied, “what’s in them?” Thus saith the LORD: “Thou shalt have no other gods before me.” The Indians replied, “no, thanks. We like having many gods.” Then He went to Germany and asked them if they would receive His Commandments. The Germans replied, “what’s in them?” Thus saith the LORD: “Remember the Sabbath Day and keep it holy,” and they said, “we’ll pass. We have work to do.” There are many other variations pertaining to adultery and stealing that I will skip over – feel free to make your own – but eventually He went to the Jews and asked them if they would receive His Commandments. The Jews asked, “are they free?” He said, “well, yes but –” “We’ll take ten!” … but actually, there are six-hundred and thirteen to six-hundred and twenty, and they are not free; the rigor and comprehensiveness of Mosaic Law compliments the injury which is the basis of the Covenant. The latter is a means of disembodiment that was – and probably no man has ever been as intelligent or as daring as Abraham – intended to interrupt the Lapsarian condition, viz. the cycle of castration and revenge, the inversion of the male mind, and the displacement of this vengeance onto the Son, and having begun to arrest this process, the eventual reunion of man with God, this being recapitulated in the Great Work of Alchemy, whose synopsis is the famous phrase solve et coagula et habebis magisterium. Therefore, the Law was necessary, and not because the Jews’ “hearts were hard,” but to organize their energies during the ages spanning the Exodus to the Eschaton, when a return to the Spirit of the Law is at long last possible. That, however, requires the redemptive transfiguration of libidinal economy, which Christianity’s premature return to the Spirit of the Law clearly does not enact. The Letter of the Law was given because the Jews intentionally disbarred themselves from the Spirit of the Law through Circumcision, because the Spirit of the Law was not the Spirit of the Law at all, but too often the turbid, filthy admixture of a terminally mortified cornered crucified instinct, desolate confusion surrounding the life function, and whatever little pleasures can be stolen from someone a little more vulnerable. Furthermore, the Spirit of the Law arrived at by Jesus is not the True Spirit because the bodies of the Gentiles who have a portion in the World to Come must also be saved, and I, for one, will not try to prevent this from happening if I see it unfolding.

Abraham in Paradise – Gračanica Monastery – Kosovo (1321-1322)

Meanwhile, in Christiandom and Heathendom, and the Orient, and in Africa and the Americas, and in that portion of or perhaps in all of Jewry which forgot the rationale, which I rediscovered through utmost subtly and ingenuity, the issue of what to do with the Son looms large. My friend prattles on about this or that author, heresy, or saint, and a saint who befriended a bear, or a saint who smiled when he died, or befriended a bear that smiled when the saint died, but one need only know what a Son is. Son. Son. Son. If, as the Kabbalists say, the entire Mystery of the Torah is expressed moreso in the first letter, Beth, ב (whose number is two, and which corresponds to house, the House of Jacob or Israel and to walls and separation, an investment of libido), than in the entire text, then the Mystery of Jesus Christ is found in the word Son, or more precisely, the experience it describes, and not so much, if at all, in the peripheral liturgy. This is what Jesus torturously tried to express to His friends, but they, like all friends of the great revelators, had to dilute or block or defend themselves from the totality of the message. This is to be expected, especially when it comes to the divine, because in reacting to rays of divine inspiration, all movements pleasant and miserable are made. His life, at least until the Resurrection, perfectly parallels the travails of growing up, whose terrors we collectively downplay to abet the illusion of our present identities. Objectively speaking, it’s really as bad as crucifixion, except one is transformed by being overwhelmed. That, at least, is what I observed in my friends. But the fact that His teachings were at all considered salient suggests that the archetypal Son which He identified with persisted within His followers to some extent despite Circumcision – or more frighteningly, they were merely drawn in by His confidence and miracle-working, and He was never understood and always absolutely alone. The Pharisees had not the Mystery of Circumcision either I don’t think, but being the ruling bloc, they sided against the Son and guessed right – but they had an innocent man killed, fortunately for Christiandom.

To the uncircumcised, the Crucifixion arc is instantly intelligible symbolically because there is continuity from before birth, though this is filtered by the ego, let’s say for simplicity’s sake. I tried to explain this many times in their churches to no avail. They feel they cannot be “He who was here from the beginning.” This is the true brother who must be reconciled with quickly, Abel, Esau, the brother from Das Klagende Lied and The Singing Bone or the brother of Elsa von Brabant, and this gives one interpretation of the Latin Superscription: In Nobis Regnat Iesus, in us reigns Jesus. When AI steals all the jobs, everyone will have to become a Magus! To the Gentile, the magnitude of the Messiah’s ultimate sacrifice should cancel out His grandeur, highlighting the transactional nature of Messiahship, a kind of Messianic Ohm’s Law, which I will illustrate with a true story. Once I was boisterously hiking in the hills over the Naugatuck when my mind began to drift towards the possibility of my own Messiahship. Suddenly, I was struck with a flash of pain. “You fool!” I thought, “How could you think you are Him?!” When I came to my senses I was able to discern the cause of the pain. A thorny vine had hung itself across the trail and was penetrating my forehead with its thorns, drawing blood. Here, I embody the tradition of Jewish skepticism surrounding Messianic claims. One should only claim it if it’s obvious that the Eschaton has been immanentized by One’s doing, and, let’s face it, it is absurd to think One is so special. It is the burden of the Messiah to prove Messiahship, not the burden of an adherent to believe in a claimant in the absence of any evidence. But many other behaviors embody this transactionality as well. We see people buying the ability to discuss their accomplishments by belittling themselves, or in the case of masochism, requiring some form of countervalence to attain pleasure. But I tell you Jesus Christ did not ransom their Souls so they could content themselves with crumbs! or did He not save at all?

By the present day, circumcised or not, and despite the Savior having come, disembodiment is basically universal. Humanity has almost completely disappeared, yet we retain all the old clichés. What is harder than having a proper orgasm? What is harder than truly relaxing? What is harder than admiring one’s own human life and refraining from momentarily murdering it with some labor-oid act? Just declare your accomplishment for God’s sake! Just have the biggest orgasm possible! Who, do you feel, is requiring you to hurt yourself? You’re not that great so there’s no need to be bashful. You’re just like everyone else. And you arrogant scholars quenching your lives in some extremely specific area of study! If you had humility and could actually sacrifice yourselves, you’d commit yourselves to the Hermetic Science, or at least try to create some comprehensive, overarching, unifying theory, like Wilhelm Reich did. Why are we paying you more than a day laborer if you aren’t giving yourself as much? You’re frauds and cowards. But back to the Son – always.

That the Messiah is mocked and tortured in the Gospels is solid theology. When someone believes you are the Messiah, it’s a big commitment, like having sex, hence the tradition of skepticism. Therefore, some feel, He should undergo the most obscene ordeals. He should also, some maintain, buy His Messiahship, bribe His followers with the ultimate benefit, die for them, and give them everything He has. Only then will they, in their grandeur rivaling a Gothic cathedral’s, be compensated enough to believe in Him. I think this stems from a common misconception about work, which some evidence suggests is dependent on a complex neural reflex arc. A female rat has a very methodical manner of building a nest, but when deprived of material, she will pretend to gather it and assemble an invisible nest out of thin air. Similar behaviors can be observed in humans at any university. However, the amount or strenuousness of effort, (though often required for certain results), or the appearance of exerting effort, should have little bearing on the value of a labor, and definitely have no bearing on the quality or outcome though it may correlate in some cases. Outcomes are only effected by actuating their specific causes. Jesus did the hardest thing to immortalize and accredit His teachings, and ransom the Souls of all who believe, save them from sin – and I just saw his followers laughing at the sufferings and damnation of the Jews. They would be even with their conception of the Jews if they were reduced to the lowest state. That made me want to be a Jew again. From this we can see that the work of Jesus Christ does not produce its intended outcome, even though it was the most difficult and torturous. He did not do it in vain, but, as a manner of approaching the problem of the Fall, it’s basically too crude to be effective, the equivalent of using an ice pick for a frontal lobotomy, complete with a suggestion of metaphorical amputation. The faithful are too armored and proud to see it. That is why science was invented.

Though science purports to objectively seek truths about the natural world, it is moreso a reaction, Rosicrucian in origin, to Aristotelian or Scholastic logic, and to the solidity of the metaphysics of Christianity.

The Temple of the Rose Cross – Teophilus Schweighardt Constantiens (1618)

It was always an attempt to address some of the problems I have described above though its practitioners do not have to realize this. I was discussing this last month with the owner of an occult bookstore near West Palm Beach, and I asked him, rhetorically: “what is it about this narrative that can make a pagan Gothic king fall to his knees and convert from only the testimony of missionaries?” One factor would be its awakening the mind to a deep, biological faculty of estimation via symbolic and allegorical resonance, undoubtedly intentional on Jesus’s part. Since this faculty is universally repressed (via the regular, unproportionate investment of libido), its rediscovery is cathartic to varying extents. It would seem the improvement it confers can be quite drastic, though not what I would call divine, and furthermore, it would seem that Jews usually have little interest in it. Were people simpler in the past, and were they once so simple that this switcheroo had real salvific power? But we have since found that the completeness of catharsis is better furthered by following the protocols of orgonomy, whose point-of-departure from the church-like psychoanalytic school was mainly this question if I remember correctly: for what reason, if not an alleged death-instinct, does becoming conscious of the repressed only resolve some neuroses? Briefly, the answer was that there were additional defense mechanisms, part of a complex system of cathexes built over the neurotic’s life, viz. character structure, and that the psychoanalysts had not really resolved a single neurosis. But how could someone who went to, say, Columbia University, think a neurosis is resolved when it’s not? It turns out that, even for a poor person, even for a lowly schizophrenic, whom a member of the expert class should be able to compel simply by willing it, there’s no magic bullet. The more finely a case is tailored to the neurosis as it objectively exists in the patient, rather than in the hasty mind of the analyst, the greater the healing, the deeper the neurotic reconnects with what was lost. With quick fixes, the neurotic will never believe at the most fundamental, visceral level that his or her destroyers were wrong: orgastic potency. That is what I consider Salvation. Analysis, and all medicine, and even religion for that matter, are rackets and shell-games, mere means of attaching oneself to the senile, rotten professional class – no matter what the practitioner has tricked himself into believing – if orgastic potency is not the end-goal so for now, Satan is the god of the world and the inmates are running the asylum. And in case you are one who would rather write off what I say, or try to hide what you did to me, you should know I am thought by mainstream psychiatrists from a huge for-profit hospital corporation to have no mental illness, and more, not that that should matter. But as for the schizophrenics, they are the ones who would lose everything before relegating their betrayers to Hell in their minds.

Anyway, Goliath is best killed with a sling and his own sword. Science portends that it is not the magnitude of effort or suffering that effects a certain result, but specific acts which reliably change system structures or quantities. For obvious reasons, this can’t exactly be applied to people, though I have found the non-cardinal quantitative or economic theory of libido to be infinitely useful. It suggests neurosis, which is never organic and always contracted from others, is identical not just to orgastic impotence, but to over-esteeming bigness in general and the magnitude of excitation one has experienced – gigantism, Nephalim if you like. Application of mathematics to the physical begins to loosen this tendency. Yes the acceleration is large, but that’s not so impressive because the mass is small, force constant. Yes the current is large but the resistance is small, voltage constant. Perhaps this pertains to why the Romans associated small penises with intelligence, though I doubt there’s actually a relation. Aspects of armoring also resemble these equations which relate one quantity to the product of two others, so perhaps we can forgive Newton for deviating from Bacon’s unbroken ascent. A cathexis or the whole character structure may essentially have the expression of, “if I stop squandering my energies in diminutive, life-denying expressions, I will re-experience the pain that inspired me to start in the first place.” That is absolutely true, but there is a hidden variable, a caveat, which is that the pain had a cause in the past which is no longer present. This cause, moreover, is an aberration to be abhorred, one which had no right to overwhelm you and should disappear forever. What’s more, we must re-experience the condition to learn that it was not authentic living which caused the pain, but the abuses of the committers of injustice. We must become orgastically potent and want everyone else to be orgastically potent – these things are inseparable. Someone once told me that I can “cast out demons,” and coming from that particular person, it meant the world.

Exactly as there are pathological equilibria of libidinal economy (in which a neurotic is comforted by his detrimental cathexes because he prefers them to the excitation they prevent), these metaphysics, though they prevent social and personal chaos, though they may transform those who adopt them, are imperfect and they leave people behind. But the saddest and stupidest fact about the handling of the alleged Messiah’s legacy is that the universal experience which gives the Gospel its salience is so disregarded by Christians. That must be maddening, like a woman mocking the man who loves her by appearing to him as a bride on Valentine’s Day before going off with another man to be used by him. Maybe if that first man were put on the Cross, her hatred and viciousness would be appeased and dissipate. He could be forgiven for discovering how unwomanly she was. But suffering itself cannot resolve problems, only action informed by the rational discovery of causes.

Throughout history, we have also seen those appeased by Jews being slaughtered, having their property confiscated, being exiled, starved, or by believing that they will be damned. It must be interpreted as admiration from prideful, decrepit people. And consider the deep, biological libidinal dynamic which inspires the rationalization for this madness in general, the accusation that the Jews killed Christ. Well, let me tell you something: the Jews are not capable of killing Christ in this personal way, the way which the height of Christianity’s esotericism concerns itself with, the way which is more important than the Crucifixion which took place at Calvary. Circumcision on the eighth day has prevented this the whole time. The Blood of the Redeemer is on other hands, if any.

I would advise everyone to clean up the ledgers of their lives and make accounts of everything they’ve done. It may hurt at first, but there’s no greater pleasure than to have internal consistency, to take responsibility for the transgressions we have made, to truly disavow our destruction and be able to with perfect sincerity, as opposed to a disguise, affirm the highest degree of human and Godly love, the highest grandeur and splendor for all, to abandon cynicism, sarcasm, jealousy and despair. Then can the Soul, driven out by its own ignorance, return at last to the chemical Body, and the Messiah come at the End of the World, where He has finally to lay His head, as it were. You might arrive at the Wedding just in time.

The non-existence of Jesus is a fringe theory; that has been established. Then there’s the Shroud of Turin, with its enigmatic photographic imprint, a completely unique method of creating an image on fabric, most likely due to some anomalous phenomenon that issued from the Body of the Man it represents, one displaying Stigmata – blood stains and a slight, irreplicable burning of only the most superficial fibers, evidently caused by a burst of radiant energy. But whether the Resurrection took place or not, it does not follow that those who believe in this are saved from sin anymore than it follows that one is because one thinks. In fact, the evidence to the contrary is ubiquitous, and people who believe in this have made my life Hell. I don’t think they’ve ever had to wonder if they made gold or not. I know of a Salvation that does not constantly resist sin, but eradicates it completely – but you think you’re better than me and should go before me. It is a Salvation beyond the metaphysics of Gurnemanz and the lamentations of Amfortas, who languish in the gloomy haze of Monsalvat.

But for now, we shall await the triply crowned Messiah, King by Philosophy, Circumcision, and only then by Davidic Blood, which has been boiling unpretentiously for millennia in obscurity. Meanwhile, His proponents arrange the conditions under which He can emerge from His Occultation.

David raises the head of Goliath – Gustave Doré (1866)

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What are we to think of the body of Alchemical literature, saturated with arcana and symbolism, which seems to grow more involved the longer one reads? In the second part of The Mystery of the Cathedrals, the Philosophers’ Stone is the end-goal but by the third, it is demoted to precursor. And what are we to think of the lengthy explication given by Fulcanelli upon seeing the crisscross pattern on St. Christopher’s belt in an Hôtel Lallement bas-relief, or the bizarre letter his initiator received, which Canseliet included in the preface to the Second Edition? And what of the Cyclic Cross at St. Vincent’s in Hendaye, with its enigmatic cryptogram featuring a mistake made on purpose, deciphered via the “rules of diplomacy,” the subject of so much popular speculation – the chapter concerning the End of the World, the Double Cataclysm, with the book’s forty-ninth and final plate, evoking the Jubilee and the Fiftieth Gate of Lurianic Kabbalah, which denied Moses and is only surpassable to the Messiah? What of the “Gospel according to Science, the last of all but for us the first?” What is this practice, thought not to be, at the very least existing as these writings, which seem to veil some technical knowledge, as artisans and manufacturers still do to this day?

For me, the nut began to crack when I contemplated Fulcanelli’s instruction to disregard a saying from The Twelve Keys of Basil Valentine, which he calls an allegation. It can be found in a discussion, which takes an insulting tone, on the credence in Hôtel Lallement displaying the enigmatic text “RERE RER” thrice. The section in which it is found was the end of the First Edition, which, I say for reasons other than verbosity, did not include the famous chapter on the Cyclic Cross, and was published during the interbellum period in a batch of only three hundred copies, while the Second Edition, with its more obvious disclosure of Fulcanelli’s identity, was mass-produced after the war. Anyway, Valentine wrote that “he who has the matter will easily find a pot to cook it in.” Fulcanelli “maintain[s], on the contrary – and you may have faith in [his] sincerity – that it will be impossible to obtain the slightest success in the Work, if you do not know perfectly what this Philosophers’ Vase is, nor from what material it must be made.” Having venerated Valentine, universally considered a Magus, in so many other places, I began to suspect that he did not doubt the statement’s veracity, but thought this advice published in 1599 was no longer applicable in the 1920s, and with the theme of perennialism introduced in the Second Edition, that of cyclic decay, the idea that humanity will have disappeared in some sense before the end of the Yuga, I apprehended what I think might be the secretum secretorum, but not before I, being able to, leveled a terrible accusation against everyone I’ve ever known, and shed the tendency I have born my entire life, to always stoop and put others before me, to never mobilize my powers and seize what I want, to always spare my opponents, so to speak: what world religions teach, knowing it is seldom if at all followed. Insanity is its only reward. I could not see how cowardly, insincere, unserious, vicious and selfish everyone was, especially those I trusted most. I loved them too much. No one could help me. They thought I had too much already. It was they who needed my help and they took it liberally. Is this not the tendency which drives us, like Prospero, into the arms of Hermeticism in the first place? To the Sons of Science and all the World’s Righteous I say: “Blessed is the LORD, who permits the forbidden!” I put my trust in you to do the right thing. For the rest, perhaps the phrase of which the Hendaye cryptogram is a corruption is more worthy of analysis and their endeavors to find in it a secret message, the Mystery of the Apocalypse: O Crux Ave, Spes Unica.

In the preface to the American Edition (in which the plates are conveniently embedded between text pages for the price of Julien Champagne’s original drawings being quietly replaced with photographs!), Roy E. Thompson Jr. makes an interesting but false claim. He states that the Alchemists have always kept their silence about which operation in the Great Work is performed first. Well, according to the very author of the text he prefaces, whose identity Canseliet hid right under our noses with his gesture to Jonathan Swift, writing at the chilling end of Dwellings of the Philosophers, that would be Dissolution, “called death by the old authors.”

Volatile Caput Mortuum – Hôtel Lallement – Bourges, France – Julien Champagne – Le Mystère des Cathédrales (1926)

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UPDATE (6/1/25): Just as I am accused again of having an impure heart, the Almighty has made another auroid body appear in my work. Once a stripping bath loses its efficiency, I pour it into the caustic water wherewith I neutralize the stripped wares when they come out of the bath. There is still nitric acid so I ‘deNOx,’ as the refiners say, with a saturated solution of sulfamic acid, converting the nitric acid into sulfuric acid and releasing nitrogen oxides. Lately I have been reducing the silver, at this point existing as a cation, with solid copper via Galvanic dislodgement, to wit, cementation; when a nobler metal is in solution and a solid, baser metal is submerged therein, the noble metal will – is supposed to – oxidize and dissolve the base metal, and this while reducing itself and making itself solid, albeit spongy, by seizing electrons from the base metal. This is the quintessential expression of metallic nobility, as determined by every possible tournament pairing of species. When I submerge a bare bright copper wire in the solution, I normally observe silver ‘cementing out’ on the solid, red copper as the blue color of the solution is fortified by the copper ions this introduces. Today I witnessed for the first time hydrogen gas evolving on the copper wire. Evidently, the acidic protons were pairing up and reducing themselves with the copper’s electrons, though this should not be possible for a metal as noble as copper, which ranks above hydrogen, set at zero volts by convention, in reduction potential. I think this could happen if the concentration of hydrogen ion was high enough to gain favorability over silver reduction – perhaps a matter of potential energy, mass action, and entropy – but the solution wasn’t any more acidic than normal. By then it was a comparatively dilute sulfuric acid with a small excess of sulfamic acid, and dissolved metallic cations. More strangely, there was a small amount of metal cementing on the copper during the hydrogen’s evolution but when it stopped being reduced, so did the metal. Also, the temperature fell. Even stranger, I found the solution to be still very pregnant with silver afterwards, as determined by adding muriatic acid to a sample thereof, which resulted in a white cloud of silver chloride appearing like the sperm of some great fish. My experience with electrolysis tells me that for hydrogen ions to oxidize copper … there would have to be a strong electric field driving this non-spontaneous reaction. Anyway, as the solution effervesced with a white foam of hydrogen bubbles, I spotted what looked like a gold leaf, one millimeter in diameter, sailing like a boat on the current the gas was creating in the acid, a beautiful, perfect body navigating this chemical farce! I put a pH paper under it and lifted it out, and saw that it was exactly the color and luster of gold. If it is gold, it’s what prospectors would call ‘fly poop,’ because it is very small, not enough for any kind of qualitative analysis. From now on, I will save any gold-like material I see for more testing, and if it is gold, selling, and eventually, taking care of my future Wife! I won’t be able to help her have spine-flopping orgasms if I’m too fatigued from working all the time.

Hydrogen gas evolving on solid copper with anomalous auroid body


UPDATE (6/6/25) It’s been a rough week, but the Almighty has consoled me again and reassured me of who has the pure heart. This auroid material appeared after I dissolved the dregs of a stripping bath, which included some silver sulfate, in water and deNOxed with a saturated sulfamic acid solution. It billowed a horrific red cloud of nitrogen dioxide and tried 150° F. Once it was deNOxed, I prepared to cement the silver on copper but saw a two by three millimeter rectangular leaf with the color and luster of gold floating on the surface. I retrieved it with a pH strip, examined it, and fell upon my knees and elbows, crying and thanking God. There were several leaves in this half liter of acid, some floating on the surface, some revealed by decantation. The dregs of this solution contained material resembling solid silver, anomalous in and of itself, as well as a black powder which may also be gold. I will attempt to dissolve it in Aqua Regia on Monday. I tell you, these little flecks are worth more to me than my Wiener Philharmoniker one ounce round!

Auroid metallic leaf

On the Sacred (Symposium Reading)

1. The Sacred, as opposed to the Profane, sequestered from the Mundane and hoisted above them both, to be constantly aspired towards, and perpetually out of reach, perpetually attacked by the corrosive Spirit of Gravity which won the Body of the Redeemer from the Accursed Tree. But for all the power of the Sacred, it seems suspiciously hesitant to tinge the Profane with its transformative virtue, and decide once and for all the battle with its obviously inferior foe. The Good, after all, is good, and likewise, Evil is evil.

2. The proposition of our Faith is most perplexing. You accept, free of charge, the most excellent and pleasant condition, Salvation – or its alternative, so reminiscent of the fates I often wished would befall my oppressors, who used their powers to compress the incompressible. One would have to be a complete idiot to be seduced by the latter, and it would seem that only our drives could cloud our better judgment in this regard.

3. The metabolism of motivational energy, in its journey from the Sun to our shit, is the principal problem in civilization. It is the central preoccupation of all Law Givers, from Noah to yours truly. We want to maximize peace, fairness, joy, stability, prosperity and honesty so that the best part of our nature can let its guard down. The prohibition of acts destructive to life, limb, property and trust has shown limited effectiveness, as has speculating on their metaphysical causes. Often presented in contradistinction to the Law is the Gospel, whose efficacy is equally questionable. The behavior, past and present, of those who occupy themselves with this narrative does not seem to suggest it’s the be-all-end-all, nor does it seem to prove the Messiahship of the Nazarene. The drama of history appears to have continued unabated, especially for the poor Jews; despite their cursed status and vast spiritual disadvantage, Christianity implies they could be restored by assisting its Messiah in their own evangelization! “Blessed is he who believes without seeing,” and I encourage you all to extend this faith to me also, and not resist when it comes to my supremacy either. But this comment directed at Doubting Thomas, who asked to probe the Holy Wounds with his finger, does not align with the very act of recording the testimonies, with their epilogue forewarning that the Jews will claim disciples took the Body from the sepulcher. It is a sentiment which does not concord with the necessity of the credential of Resurrection to seal the posited Ransom and prove Messiahship, or with that of the physicality of the multiplied bread and fish.

Lucas Cranach the Elder – Law and Gospel, circa 1529, National Gallery in Prague. Tempera panel. 72 cm × 88.5 cm

4. First the evangelist insults, stating that one’s soul is imperiled. Then he offers the antidote: become like him and join a religion in which he has seniority. Disregarding observation, with no recourse to experience, leaving fidelity behind, he sees everyone as depraved and for three reasons; his religion says so, he intuits that he is inwardly depraved, and he wants to guard himself against the possibility that this depravity is not universal. There are those, however, who would register the premise, the positing of imperilment, for what it is, and decide that the whole interaction is rather one-sided, that although it may take the form of a friendly warning, it really represents a garbling of natural reactive faculties that have rational functions in the world, and a desire to garble them in those with more internal consistency, thus achieving some catharsis for a dissonance arising from comparison.

5. The symbolic vocabulary of the Sacred is built on the mundane pantheon of objects and natural processes. First man imagined spirits, powers, in all natural things, the natural world failing to engage the totality of his faculties. Then he took the lightening and the rain and the wheat and gave them to the gods. He fixed pine cones and snakes and birds’ wings to shafts from his agricultural tools and gave them to Dionysus and Hermes, implements of impossibly different work. The quantities of things and the variations and combinations of curves and lines, numbers, symbols and letters, he raised up to heaven. In other words, he relegated them to the Sacred; he esteemed them.

6. Strangely, he found that these gods delighted in him destroying what he valued and worked for, the sacrifice of bread, oil, animals, and in some cases, humans. Having harmed his property and humiliated himself, he expected other pursuits, perhaps in the domains of Neptune, Mercury or Mars, to be more fortuitous, for if he went in arrogantly and with all he had worked for, some force might find fault with him and have him shipwrecked, bankrupted, or crushed in battle. He dares Fortuna to strike him down a second time, having done it himself already. Here we find the foundation of Science, which concerns the causes of dangers, their mitigation, the accomplishment of works, and the continuity of life, which, for the elite, is the fostering of its erotic virtue.

7. Whereas today it is considered egomaniacal to claim to have received revelations from God, in the Bronze Age, it was a mark of humility to credit Him with one’s own idea, and the atheist may claim this is what Abraham did when he conceived of the next major innovation in the art of sacrifice. This ascription to the divine indicates a compartmentalization of man’s being, a disavowal of all the power, all the excitement, which he could not embody without being broken or made to act in a way impermissible to his person, to how his father made him, and the relegation thereof to the other, be it in animism, paganism or monotheism. The foreign natural bodies animated by spirits and gods are those assemblages of desiring machines which we cannot penetrate or manipulate by the same will with which we move our own, and it would seem our incapacity in this sphere is due to our preoccupation with other investments. Perhaps to the shaman, the prophet, and Wilhelm Reich, we are as paraplegics, or have other priorities. What, then, is the effect, and the cause, of considering all these powers as a single, omniscient, omnipresent, omnipotent God?

8. While the persons of the pagan pantheons arose from man’s endeavors to effect through sacrifice desired outcomes, the separateness of these persons reflects the separateness of his needs in different spheres. New gods were invented and new cults formed as needed, but if all those spheres were really proper to one God with a singular set of demands and a Science of meeting them, the prospect of mastering the world gets closer to being realized. This is the main thrust of Jewry. Included in the world, however, is His Self, which sabotages him when His will is divided, for better or worse. Ultimately, the only undertakings God favors are those which help restore humanity to Paradise.

9. This ostensible self-sabotage arises from the conflict that exists between the person wrought by condition and the essential nature, or in St. John’s words, “he who was here from the beginning.” It has appeared as the Dionysian catharses of the masses: Sodom and Gomorrah and the worship of the Golden Calf. The bizarre festivals of medieval Paris, saturated with pagan imagery, were intentional discharges of this non-constructive energy: a sacrificial custom anticipating the inevitable failure of repression, and complementing the sacrifice which is the cornerstone of our religion. The mass killings of the last century were discharges of the same energy and took place in cultures that lacked the former’s wisdom. It would seem the sacrifice of God’s Lamb was not sufficient to preempt these tragedies.

10. Man’s repeated disappointments in the mundane realm have inspired him to contemplate a Soul separate from the body. In the darkness of history, the body with its irrational drives – its discomfort, its hunger, its ungratified sexual desire, its poverty and jealousy, its grueling work, its being hacked up by swords – seems to be the source of all misery. His inner faculty of estimation resists all these things, and he reasons that this world is a lie, that he did not really suffer all these offenses, that he will never be obliterated, if only at the most ethereal level. Do I come to you saying there is no Soul? Do I come to take from you the last thing that you have, your Soul? By no means! Rather, I say there is no body, that it is all Soul and that your Soul has suffered these things. That night, when the Redeemer conversed with Nicodemus, saying “that which is born of the flesh is flesh,” He was speaking as one circumcised man to another.

11. The primordial experience of the womb, juxtaposed against the horrors of this world, sets the stage for this inner conflict. We attempt to console this expulsion from Paradise by material and spiritual means, fleeing before godlike pain. There are those who are aristocratic and beautiful, with flowing œconomies, the fruit of fine families and a gentle regard for life. Then there are the more conflicted, the more harmed, who recourse to the technical, the scholarly or the mystical, the impermanence of that world and the immortality of the Soul, the self independent of condition. The trap of immoderateness swallows all but the most subtle.

12. The self independent of condition, counterintuitively, is what must die in order to resolve this conflict. Having been conditioned, its virginal state has already perished; it no longer exists in its pristine iteration. This process can be likened to God being made flesh, rejected by the World, accused, made to carry His Cross and killed, if I may dare say. The Jews, however, circumcise before this can happen. Just as one eludes disaster while sailing from Attica to Tyre by having sacrificed to Poseidon, this procedure is what saved Isaac from his father. He that has ears, let him hear. I would also contend that the celibacy of Jesus Christ was due to a combination of circumcision and His discovery of the unconditioned, and that the great error of Christianity has been to esteem celibacy over marriage. How wonderful would it have been if He took a wife after conquering death?

13. The true desires of the human organism, denied and concealed by necessity and convenience, have grown rancid, terrible and monstrous, and their potential to surface evokes another primal instinct: to freeze. Emergency measures must be taken to stop this gluttonous, vengeful, lustful aspect, and this is considered good, this facade of moderateness that only the truly moderate can penetrate. In point of fact, these so-called sins are merely distortions of natural capabilities: self-sustainment, honor and sexuality, respectively. The evil qualia of the unconscious can only be eradicated by the exercise of these faculties, and their repression guarantees its permanence. Furthermore, Good cannot be a mere reaction to Evil; it must be positive, primary and have intrinsic incentive.

14. My friends: we have died. We also have made the ultimate sacrifice. Nothing can console our loss, so let us take all that we can. Let us discover the true Science of Sacrifice, the true Science of Life and make all things Sacred. The infinitude of God dwells within us. Take courage that it can tinct the Profane in a Great Transmutation. I will close, then, with lyrics from a brave undertaking of the secular, a commendable attempt to meet you up there: the Finale of Mahler’s Resurrection Symphony, translated from the German:


Die shall I in order to live!

Rise again, yea, rise again

will you, my heart, in an instant.

What you have suffered

will carry you to God!


MYSTERY, BABYLON THE GREAT (Unfinished)

Frater S.Z. to the Sons of Science, to Dear Friends, Philosophers and Alchemists, Adepts and Sorcerers, to Heroes, to princes, potentates, titans of industry, diplomats, statesmen, to scoundrels, little sluts, thieves, beggars, people from my past who retain a morbid fascination for me, lost souls, alter egos, True Selves, one and all, free and bond: Welcome! I find it very difficult to read what follows; I no longer understand it and it makes me feel insane, so I guess that means I’m cured. My current preoccupations are being normal, making a lot of money, and trying to find my future Wife. However, with the globe teetering on a knife’s edge – Hell, the Jews are to sacrifice the Red Heifer this month – my conscience obligates me to publish this unfinished work I’ve been sitting on with the hope that something in it could alleviate the confusion which presently burdens the world. Overall, I am optimistic about the situation and invite you to share in this optimism. Give thanks to the Almighty and may the Orgone be with you.

              – S                         


Back to Good and Evil

In an essay from a review claiming continuity with Bataille’s Acéphale, the author, very saliently and masterfully I would say, suggests at one point that “repression can’t repress anything at all.” He does so after noting that the countercathexes which seemingly preclude an expression (by siphoning libido away from the primary cathexis) preserve, counterintuitively, the impulse one hopes to eradicate. We of course observe this in the individual, where it is discovered, but he referred to the societal scale. Collective countercathexis preserves the aspect of humanity which we stubbornly hope to destroy by ignoring: Evil. Evil is the disproportionate, the misplaced, the unwarranted, the contradictory; it is the inordinate energization and displacement of natural reactions and functions, and down here we attempt to correct it by forgoing natural reaction and function altogether. What results is a backlogged libidinal economy, personal or social, prone to bouts of evil incontinence.

The very process of civilization is altered by the fact that the entailed actions also serve to repress antisocial impulses, contemporary distortions of forgone reactions to past insults. This requires labor, viz. the upholding of the repressive countercathexes through perpetual investment, and it would be better if these energies were allocated to service. However, they will be forever bound like the sword in the stone – or the ash tree, we opera lovers say – until the true faculty of labor is unearthed from beneath the characterological layers. It is the obverse of the Seal of Paradisaical Life, the reverse being the true faculty of sexuality. To make matters worse, when a countercathexis is divested, the repressed is expressed, and that, my Son, is why Wilhelm Reich’s patients kicked, screamed, vomited and wept. For the Hero, the diligent tracer of Ariadne’s Thread, I would paraphrase Cyliani: once the Dragon is dead, the rest of the Work is child’s play. If no, then a deal will have to be worked out.

More practically, the evil deed is accomplished by the activation of certain muscles (or else it is just a thought) and instead of not suffering this activation, we censor ourselves by changing the function of the impulse. As I have written elsewhere, this involves at once dissociating the cathexis and investing some of its libido in a countercathexis. These most often consist of the chronic activation of those muscles’ antagonists, the production of the symptoms of neurosis and personal affectations, or laboring. I would add that if the expression which would consume this countercathexis is to be censored, some of its libido can be invested in a counter-countercathexis, ad infinitum. Complimentarily, the evil deed’s cathexis is merely a fragment or countercathexis of a more fundamental one on this libidinal Jacob’s Ladder.

The resultant structure, character structure, also informs our valuation. The destructive impulse is generally despised, but no one really takes the time to discover that the sweetest impulses are in the same direction: down. Instead what’s esteemed are the inherently dishonest countercathexes: the upper strata of character and the labors which fulfil the same function, to wit, preventing the coalescence of a previously dissociated cathexis which would animate an expression one wishes to withhold. Those who traffic in these functions pose as if they should be compensated for escaping themselves. Building on the cliché that an unpleasure should be consoled, they make unpleasure into a new pleasure and then shamelessly expect compensation while they are deathly afraid of pleasure and thus have everything they need. Furthermore, I would point out that this condition makes them unable to resist those who deliberately practice Evil – because they unconsciously practice Evil.

The transvaluation in question occurs when the original goal of the drive is renounced, or in other words, at every dissociation of cathexis, at every change of function of the impulse. Prior to dissociation, a cathexis can be totally exhausted in a certain expression which is closer to one’s true will and is more aligned with procuring one’s true needs. As the dissociation takes place, some of the libido is invested in a secondary expression suggestive of a less authentic desire. The previous iteration of character dies, the new object is esteemed, and a rationalization is constructed, all at the cost of identity becoming smaller and less regal. Each episode further removes us from integral function and orgastic potency, and, by extension, the understanding of life and the establishment of a just political order.

Before going on, it necessary to posit an objective, immutable axis of valuation which, though primordial, may be obscured by condition. It is indicated by the very flow of fluid from the center to periphery of the organism or vice versa, corresponding to pleasure and anxiety respectively (cf. The Bioelectrical Investigation of Sexuality and Anxiety). The former quality provokes in us its being esteemed while the latter compels us to depart and cultivate the former, or in Nietzsche’s words: “Weh spricht: Vergeh! Doch alle Lust will Ewigkeit, —will tiefe, tiefe Ewigkeit!” But if the idea that ‘good is good and bad is bad’ could be apprehended easily, we wouldn’t be in this situation – and there would have been no reason to write Thus Spoke Zarathustra. For most, ‘the good’ seems bound up with the concept of ‘me,’ whoever flatters them, and whatever was permitted during their upbringing. They are causally rewarded with illness and death because they violently cancel the life processes within. On the other hand, there are ways which increase life, such as permitting oneself to suffer spine-flopping orgasms as needed. More on this later. Anyway, this firm ground must be supplied so that a defense can be launched from it against the bizarre loyalty we have to our countercathexes, which is reminiscent of Stockholm’s Syndrome.

The more fundamental cathexis is divided when an expression is interrupted by an overwhelming stimulus. These dissuade us from enacting our true wills by evoking a visceral response; it would seem that the incompatibility of complete catharsis and the experience of terror is due to a physiological tendency. I do not have a complete theory reconciling libidinal economy with neuroscience, nor is it the purpose of this article to summarize my findings thereon, but it is apparent that a countercathexis now seeks discharge in reacting to the overwhelming interruption. Experience confirms that if this discharge can be achieved, the more fundamental cathexis can coalesce again and go on to animate a veritable orgasm reflex. However, it is the failure to discharge this countercathexis through enacting a ferocious defense or through flight which initially results in our identification, Freud would say, with the disturbance that thwarts our very life. All this amounts to adopting the belief that it is wrong to be alive, wrong to be an organism, and that the disfiguration we have suffered is just. Worst of all, we believe that the purest form of our love should never be gratified, that it is the business of fools and should not be without some form of obstruction. As I already said, this countercathexis is preserved through recursive division and reinvestment, some fraction of it investing the body’s rigidification, the symptoms of neurosis, the idiosyncratic persona, and eventually labor. Initially, the source of the chronic, overwhelming input is most often one’s same-sexed parent.

So, Son of Science … do you still want to try your hand at the Work?

Excellent! Let us continue then.

On the Satanic

In order to survive this onslaught, we capitulate to it and undergo a disfiguration like that offered to Peer Gynt by the King of Trolls: an ocular mutilation which makes a man find female trolls becoming, as part of his transitioning into a trans-troll. This capitulation cannot properly be called survival, however, because the iteration of being which incurs the attack perishes – until the undoing I described is accomplished. That being said, it persists, preserved by the countercathexis, and is a stumbling block to all who condone and identify with the perturber of innocent life. Thus we are dealing with a sort of death which is not death (evoking Mahler’s Second). This contradiction is experienced as a conflation of true sexual pleasure with the idea that one is in danger of being destroyed. It denotes a division of personality; it is as if one is inhabited by a parasitic, semi-autonomous agent with its own aims, desires and fears – its own system of valuation – which would, furthermore, be literally destroyed if orgastic potency were attained. Orgastic potency is synonymous with this entity’s destruction because prerequisite to the complete development of sexual excitation is the ultimate discharge of any defensive libido cathexis, these siphoning energy away from the fundamental cathexis which would otherwise be exhausted in the orgasm reflex. Indeed, the upper layers of character are together a system of cathexes/complexes manifesting as a sub-personality with its own agenda, which literally feeds on the more fundamental energy cathexes, metabolizing their effluxes for the sake of its own animation. Therefore, it is not surprising that the upper and middle character layers, where we typically exist, associate true sexual pleasure with being obliterated. Though reminiscent of the idea of a demon, I can assure you there is nothing supernatural going on here – it is merely the modus operandi of almost everyone we have ever met. It is the Artist’s task to resolve this contradiction by finally choosing a side and following through to the very end. Until then the demonic sub-personalities will participate in their own parallel state.

At this point I feel it should be emphasized that I am not some great reformer, a Don Quixote, or worse still, a Mr. Smith; I am perfectly content with the way things are down here, having encountered no example of Natural Justice being defied. I accomplished what I set out to do and can’t compel anyone else to embark on this journey. However, in response to increasing pressure to adopt Utopian attitudes, I would like to offer an alternative to the notions bukakked onto us by Bernaysian social engineers and their acolytes, who appeal to the lowest common denominator and his shallow opinions on race, gender, climate change, and other popular topics. What is more, I shall do so while respecting the wish of my college economics professor, that I not “immanentize the Eschaton.” The true issue at hand is this Gordian Knot: that we can’t be who we are and that the very compass of our values is hopelessly deranged. It is first nature to go toward what is good, but under the influence of mass child abuse, we deny our needs and harm ourselves. One can argue that we should remain in the stability of our ignorance; if these things are unapparent to us, why rouse them? To this I would reply that the evil impulse manifests in a diffuse manner anyway, despite the repression, and that it will take no less than all these congested energies being reallocated to undo the damages which have been done. Until the complexes I described are resolved, we will always attack the good essence of life and corrupt our children. Any Utopian undertaking that doesn’t address the antisocial repressed in this regard is nothing more than a superficial, libido-metabolic defense mechanism serving to conceal rather than resolve the repressed complexes.

Am I advocating for the mass expression of antisocial impulses – resentment, rioting and looting, assault and murder, hen-pecking and virtue signaling, undermining the people’s rights wealth and culture, sedition and high treason, weaponized migration, human trafficking, kidnapping, enslaving and indenturing children, arson, train derailment, chemical spills, attacks on food processing plants and generating stations, gluing oneself to the street or to the great masterpieces, sabotaging the nations, borrowing against future generations, the construction of a global biotech panopticon, poisoning as many people as possible, use your imagination – hoping this will restore us to our former glory? Certainly not, as this corrupts those who partake even more. The catharsis due to these actions is yet another defense against orgastic potency and true virtue because they draw their energy from and serve to conceal a more fundamental cathexis. This cathexis pertains to one’s personal past – that one was destroyed. To destroy is often more appealing than revelation … and I am the greatest destroyer of all, having mastered the all-penetrating solvent and purified it to such a degree that it can be sincerely referred to as the Red Lion! Anyway, performing and condoning these tactics can foster orgonity and a variety of feelings but does little in the way of resolving orgastic impotence besides generally loosening character structure. Extraordinary care must be taken when dissolving such cathexes in order to prevent insanity and violence, unless that is your aim. You can’t just do it willy-nilly, or by professing belief in Jesus Christ. It can only be attempted after the superficial, polite cathexes have been worked through. Then we must vividly perceive that we are re-experiencing the situation in which the libido investments formed and divest by contemporarily enacting a life-affirming reaction to the past traumatic event, such as defending oneself (as I did many times in analysis). To do so, proceeding from the superficial to the profound, restores the reactivity that promotes good decision-making.

The allure of the Satanic lies in Evil’s similarity to true Good. Both Good and Evil are characterologically deep and extremely exciting when compared with the lukewarm, diminutive expressions from character’s surface, which are considered good. The orgasm reflex is the most exciting experience and the vehemence with which one defends oneself against experiencing it just prior to the breakthrough is the second, and it is the latter which the sadistic criminal and black magician approach in their works. However, this penultimate degree of excitement belongs to innocent life defending itself, and can never be matched during an act of aggression. This is due to the basic tendency of life toward peace, illustrated by that line from Zarathustra’s Mitternachtslied. I will elaborate. Starting from ideal conditions, this peaceful mode or parasympatheticonia can only be disturbed by something external. Condoning the disturbance contractually induces an inversion of being in which innocence and aggression against innocence are confused for one another. Even still, one’s infrastructure of sensing justice is preserved, albeit in a corrupted iteration, and there is still a desire to be on the defensive as long as force is being used. That is why we prefer to frame our aggressions as defenses, identifying with that which our target does violence against – because revenge is easier than unprovoked violence. In the same vein we have the technique of subtly informing a victim of the curse one is about to enact, this vaguely resembling a friendly act supposed to somehow countervail the malice which is to come. Just as every excuse had to be made to allow the innocent Redeemer to be crucified, all this theater must be conducted to lower the barrier of inhibition one innately has against these unnatural and mutually harmful acts.

That all being said, the state per se is contractual and each little connection it consists of weakens the first time it is insulted, eventually withering and dying after repeated promise-breaking. We also keep a record of it internally, and every evil deed we commit handicaps our ability to negotiate. Our affronts to innocent life within and without mutually reinforce one another. All life issues from the same taproot and works to continually purge and repurpose the complacent and the corrupt. Their undoing the relations which constitute society (while attributing their excitement to supernatural phenomena) only isolates them more from the people’s vast wells and fountains of empathy and rapport, as they begin to realize that the Devil’s promise is as hollow as the husks into which they have degenerated. The people are stupid but they periodically remind their oppressors of their sublime power by renewing their countries with steel and rope. If you want wisdom and power, follow me. Orgastic potency is the greatest thing in the world. It turns sorrow into joy and makes your enemies divulge their plans to you.

Then there is the issue of phármakon, Greek for both medicine and poison. According to Socrates, Thoth once approached a certain pharaoh, offering him a system of writing which would, alleged the god, improve the Egyptians’ memories. The ruler rejected it because he feared it would instead destroy their memories (just as a bard forgets his epics when he learns to read). What factors determine whether the salutary or poisonous aspect of phármakon predominates? This is surely the greatest secret in the world, for, if discovered, it would allow its holder to muster in a unilateral endeavor, without inhibition, a “force more forceful than any force.” Fully convinced of his role as remediator, an extraordinary personage could possibly judge and subdue the globe if a large enough part fell below his reproach. On this mystery I would point to the fact that we do not lose our ability to thrive after birth because we enjoyed the comforts of the womb. Nor does sexual pleasure corrode virtue. Regardless, one can occasionally discern like Nietzsche the ill intent dripping from the givers’ hands as they anticipate the ruin of the unwitting and the unfortunate, and the infirm character structures these have inherited. I would provide the classic example of foreign aid putting a country’s farmers out of business, rendering it a vassal state. Then there is publishing the keys to the Hermetic Science in plain English.

On Labor

Phármakon colors every aspect of human life, especially labor. It is obvious that a basic hatred of character’s depths is the primary motivator of labor, not need, because what needs to be done is never actually done. As if compelled by the sight of a ruler’s visage, our laboring mainly functions to prevent the coalescence of dissociated libido cathexes. Yet again we find the division of a more profound cathexis, the investment of a fraction thereof in a countercathexis: the basic episode in the process of repression, that of ignoring and lying. The purported purpose of our work is to civilize man, shelter him from the wilderness, save him from the mundanity of repetitive tasks, and permit the flowering of his good essence, but I find him as brutish, exposed, imprisoned and miserable as ever. It would seem that all his efforts have only moved us sideways, charitably, and not upwards. As much as the wilderness is subdued and as much as mechanization lightens our load, more tasks arise and a vaster, wilder wilderness opens up in the unconscious, populated by ever more jarring phantasmagoria. Perhaps this is what Deleuze and Guattari said in their book. I would argue that we should work in the opposite direction, towards the attainment of orgastic potency before our hemisphere fully succumbs to mass psychosis, but what do I know?

So are we “working hard or hardly working,” as they say? All this reminds me of the old rebuttable to the Marxian idea that the price of a commodity should depend on how long it took to make: “what, Herr Marx, if I spent eight labor-hours making mud pies. Should they be sold for the same price as eight labor-hours worth of bricks, steel or sausage?” The great philosopher replied that only “useful work” counts, patching the leak in his ideology with even more subjectivity. Even still, he was on to something when he wrote that if manufacturing equipment cuts production time by a factor, the price of that good should also be cut by that factor – because, I argue, the utility of this labor mainly lies in distracting a worker from the repressed: its primary purpose.

The concept of phármakon as it relates to labor can be extrapolated back to libidinal economy even more if the machinic nature of cathexis is considered. Just as a machine requires an investment to buy or build, a libido cathexis is constructed through libido investment, tautologically, and bought by forgoing an alternative, life-affirming function. What’s more, both cathexes and machines constrain their internal energy flows and when they are excited by inputs from a perception or a worker’s operation, respectively, they discharge their dynamism along certain reified pathways. For instance, exploding fuel in a car engine’s cylinder does not propel a car by thrust, but works on the piston, which excites the crankshaft, which converts the piston’s linear motion into the axle’s rotational motion and so on. In the same way, the potential for – and fear of – integral human function energizes all the cathexes in character structure from the profound to the superficial, eventually animating our little, superfluous works and fake love.

The structure of a machine constrains not just its internal energy flows, but its function and, subsequently, its value. All else the same, that which has a variety of functions is more valuable than that which has only one function. Money, for example, is liquid and can be sold for basically anything, but capital is hard to liquidate because of its limited utility, having been worked into a specific form. I believe the same applies to character structures, the machines we have allowed ourselves to degenerate into. If joy, pleasure and potentiality are proper to the unarmored, then value must lie there as well. Cathexes which exchange responsiveness for the performance of repetitive functions are only worthwhile if dissolved once the job is done or once the threat has passed, but we uphold them until we are too old to uphold them anymore as part of our grand self-deception and hatred of being. Ironically, the specialized, professional, machinic worker ants, who are little more than human resources, contractually must consider potentiality useless, betraying an unforgivable inversion of being. This is the wisdom of the ants: their workers are sterile.

The constraint or perceived constraint on internal flows in character structure informs our estimation of people as well, as exemplified by the Aryan caste system, which I will now describe in ascending order. Also I would direct the reader’s attention more toward these timeless stock characters as they relate to libidinal economy and not so much to the system’s historicity. The Shudra’s labor, which consists of gross movements like swinging a pickaxe, implies a lack of dexterity and a character structure which, due to a poverty of nuance, must oppress the entire gamut of emotion in order to contain its rage. Of course there is more to this than meets the eye, and one may feel inspired to selflessly lend him some life, getting a doctorate in Shudrology and writing books and volumes in his defense, that he is the victim of a condition unfairly imposed on him &c., but my intention is only to provide a survey of these types. The Vaishyas are shopkeepers and craftspeople whose work seems to suggest a less machinic, more flexible character structure, profuse with wayward energies that are neutralized in a variety of complex movements. The Kshatriyas are warriors and administrators and are able to exercise their wills with even less inhibition, accentuating their relative lack of tension in an affectatious way. The Brahmins are scholars and priests who take the Vaishyas’ restlessness to the extreme, sometimes dealing directly with the libidinal substance, prana in Sanskrit, and even its traversal along the spine. The four correspond to the legs, loins, breast and head.

If the perennialist attitude I took in my last article is suboptimal and we are, in fact, progressing – some people see it that way – then this system of valuation may be built on a backdrop of mass orgastic impotence, which would have been with us from prehistory. This is corroborated by the unappetizing concept of the kundalini, a perceived surge of biological energy up the spine coupled with the feeling of knowing something. Rub a cat up the spine and see what happens. In the orgasm reflex, something is propagated down the spine, and I was encouraged to hear a renowned Kabbalist affirm the virtue of this direction and imply its sexual qualia, in a lecture recently. This way, I discovered, the whole nervous system recapitulates in its total neuron-like excitation an event reminiscent of the electric depolarization it underwent as a zygote during fertilization. Considering this, that finance is such a good metaphor for libidinal economy, and the strange methods of handling of matter that Reich demonstrated, one has to wonder if humanity works the way it does because of terminal disorientation, not even being able to differentiate between cause and effect. Our labor is like that prescribed by God while expelling Adam and Eve from Paradise.

Anyway, there is some connection between status, laboring style, and the condition of one’s personal libidinal economy – even today and outside of India (I write for the Sons of Science), where we still feel the ripples of similar systems such as the Ancien Régime. Industrialization has scrambled this structure, allowing bourgeois and nouveau riche groups to appear. These in particular fail to understand that the reason for building everything without is to allow for the dismantling of life-negating structure within. This is why men have houses instead of shells, dummy! This is why the great medieval Masons built such flamboyant in the truest sense of the word cathedrals as worship places for the Son of Man. Even still, we refuse to acknowledge the correlation between eliteness and worked environment in a sensitive way. We have houses and shells (as exoskeletons of chronic muscle contractions). We make our sons into Shudras when our very dwellings encourage eliteness in the form of libidinal uninvestedness. The defensive postures we impart to our children are not concerned with a material threat such as the cold, wild beasts or invaders, but with the threat of perceiving their own internal excitation: their own thoughts, ultimately those concerning the fact that their very essence has not where to lay its head, as the saying goes. The same applies to the lower classes as they are inducted into Babylon. Here it would seem that the poisonous aspect of phármakon manifests in the civilizing effects of real estate, capital, businesses and commodities, which reject the unworthy and banish them to the even less hospitable wilderness of the unconscious. Thus technology’s exponential growth is a recipe for mass psychosis or the historical incarnation of the body without organs, if you like. This unstoppable phenomenon seems to corroborate the primitivist argument, but the truly noble person will retain his nobility in any environment, and will capitalize on stable conditions to undo traumatic cathexes and reveal the Messianic potential in man, as implied by the bas-reliefs Jean Lallement decorated his mansion with and Fulcanelli’s commentary thereon.

Conversely, ignoble characters insist on the flattery wealth and authority offer while unwittingly suffering the inseparable downside, the diabolical fine print of phármakon. For instance, masses of social climbers believe that if they become wealthy, own fine things, attend prestigious universities, pursue high-status careers, &c., the pain I have been describing will be alleviated. On the contrary, it will worsen, and they will sully what they pursue with their own filthiness. That is why money has lost its power. That is why quality has plunged, from alloys to food to services. That is why markets demand planned obsolescence. Today, doctors cause disease, judges guarantee injustice, leaders destroy their own countries, and we all know what happened with the universities. These institutions are riding on our forebears’ estimation thereof, which we uncritically inherit, attributing the virtue of bygone eras to these stinking carcasses and the charlatans who populate them. This inspires us to ask what exactly these people are doing if not the work ordinary people associate with their positions. Well, they appear to be preoccupied with a kind of libidinal game, meaning a game concerned with desire and motivational energy. Their purported work is always, always secondary to their own aggrandizement.

In order to do any kind of work, certain cathexes must be in place to channel and refine the raw impulses of life into various labors. For example, I am a Philosopher so I require cathexes for handling the solvent alkahest: the knowledge of how it dissolves bodies, how it coagulates into its own vessel and so on. In the same way, Pantalone needs his libido cathexes to trick himself into believing that his wares benefit his customers. Il Dottore needs his libido cathexes to teach required courses at the University of Bologna (no pun intended). That is neither here nor there, but as these begin to disintegrate due to cheating and technological innovation, it becomes more difficult to differentiate between these personages and a common ditch digger’s, save the formers’ exhibiting a very ugly vehemence when their value is questioned and flattery withheld. By what right do these polished individuals exhibit such ugliness when their facade is scratched a little? … by the Dragon’s right to shriek and writhe as it is undone by the Hero. The truth of the matter is we must work to avoid being repurposed by our surroundings – this I learned the hard way.

The essence of what we do has been lost. We are just going through the motions. Is this not the story of Israel, and can we not choose any line from Isaiah’s book and apply it fittingly to the trends we observe? Our country lies desolate. Strangers devour our land in our presence. Our Sabbaths have become an abomination to God. The whole head is sick. The whole heart is faint… Everything finds itself locked in diabolical contracts; nothing is what it’s purported to be – or am I just crazy? and is your spit on my face really just rain?

The Objective Interpretation of Parsifal

It is also the story of the Grail Knights from Parsifal, which my dear friend introduced me to years ago, undoubtedly because I reminded her of the evil wizard Klingsor. I wish I had paid attention at the time, not that I would have been able to understand. Anyway, Der Meister seems to suggest the existence of a subtle, almost indescribable thing that our women are capable of. This problem plaguing society is perhaps more explicitly gestured to by the Eighth Commandment given to the Dönme sect, that “zenut (sexual intercourse) not prevail among them. Even though it is a precept of the World of Beri’ah (the abode of the Archangels), one must nevertheless take precaution because of the ladrones (thieves).” But this is of little import when compared to the major implication: a fatal flaw in Christianity. It may be for an immutable, libidinal reason that the representatives of God were unable to induct into their monasticism the fomenters of the Renaissance, the explorers, scientists, industrialists, and so on, to say nothing of Klingsor’s enchanted knights. Not even its circular reasoning could have prevented their apostasy. Circular reasoning may be the only kind of reasoning out there – that is the post-structural conclusion – but before we literally or figuratively cut off any of our body parts (Matthew 5:30), or suffer the terrible dissonance that comes from submitting to someone we are superior to, we should be certain of what sin actually is.

Sin is wrong action. Do you agree? Wrong action is what harms us and makes us sick, what detracts from our lives and the lives of others. Therefore the worst sin is to identify with the perturber of innocent life and conclude that, as I said before, it is wrong to be alive, wrong to be an organism, and that the disfiguration we have suffered is just. Now, to do so entails a functional cutting off of the genitals via armoring, which is to say a countercathexis invested by contracting the surrounding musculature all day, every day, in order to anesthetize those organs and repress the feelings pertaining to them. This, in turn, inspires further harmful, life-negating acts, such as hostilities against those who’ve capitulated to this inversion to a lesser extent, as well as hostilities against oneself: stifling the emotions resulting from having suffered this disaster. So we have not a body part causing sin being cut off, but a body part being cut off causing sin. Very interesting.

This is basically the situation of Klingsor, who is rejected from the knighthood for his literal interpretation of that dictate from the Sermon on the Mount. Apparently the Christian thing to do is functionally castrate oneself with muscle armoring. The wizard then goes on to stab the Grail king Amfortas near his genitals, inflicting a wound which will never heal.The king did not defend himself because, lamentably, he was seduced by the Wandering Jewess Kundry, who Klingsor controls through a magic spell. Instead of defecting and indulging in all one can do without the burden of integration, the burden of one’s various parts mutually checking one another, he remains in the castle Monsalvat, crippled, ashamed, and longing for death. It is prophesied that a “pure fool enlightened by compassion” will heal his wound.

So what effect does the Salvation offered by the self-styled representatives of Jesus Christ have on sin? They do not even address the phenomena we have faithfully described for the benefit of all, and this can only be for one reason: they intuit the repressed as being so monstrous it cannot ever be entertained. Most of who we are is simply dismissed as being diabolical. Attaching themselves to the credential of having conquered death, they promulgate their opinions, imagining that all sexuality is marred by the same contingencies. But the clergy is accessory to a general iciness against life which we adopt to protect ourselves from further disappointment. Their Salvation only saves us from our sins, the maleficial libido cathexes, insofar as these are separate from us, and I contend this means it doesn’t save at all. Furthermore, I contend that the whole religion has been plagued with a basic Christological misunderstanding since before the Crucifixion.

Religion seems concerned with managing an accursed share of energy, if you like, an overcharged estimation of what is required for retribution, which we originally attempted to satisfy with human sacrifice. Meanwhile, polytheism prevailed, perhaps as a consolation for bodily disintegrity. Man likes to see himself mirrored in the heavens. Abraham from pagan Ur of the Chaldees changed human sacrifice for circumcision and monotheism on Mount Moriah. It may speak to the situation in antiquity that this was an extremely liberal innovation, perhaps a figurative interpretation of the initial demand. This custom would destroy in the Jews the rapport which facilitates Gentile monarchy. Before or after – it is not known – Zarathustra denounced the Vedic pantheon as a horde of demons under the diabolical figure Ahriman and proclaimed Ormuzd god of all that was good. Some say this created such a controversy in Iran, a great many Aryans left for Europe, becoming the Scythians, Hellenes, Latins, Celts, Germans and Norsemen. In a legend recounted by Fulcanelli, the Star of Annunciation’s appearance coincides with the crumbling of seven or twelve statues of gods in a temple to Jupiter and Juno in Persia, and this event is witnessed by the Magi before they leave to adore the Christ Child. Then the Redeemer is born in Israel. He performs miracles. He teaches the Kingdom of Heaven, the Son of Man, and that the most important ideas most people can never, ever understand – but not orgastic potency.

By the time a subject with any firmness forms, the profound cathexes we have been discussing are sepulchered under many layers of libidinal complexes, these metabolizing the energy emanating from the core of being or the original reactive apparatus. I have said this so many times in so many different ways so that no one can think I happened on the words by accident. Anyway, we can read about these structures and intuit them, but they can never really be understood until they are dissolved. That is because we don’t know what investing them deprives us of until the libido is revoked. However, sincerely contemplating the death of the Messiah inevitably touches the basic inversion I have described, no matter how much the signal is muted by slow-wittedness.

I have heard people thank Jesus for taking their place on the Cross and often said to them in my thoughts: “no one would put you on the Cross; you’re a nobody.” In this lies a profound mystery. The subjectivity floating on this abyss is the remnant of an infinitude of desire, decimated and pruned through defeat and renunciation. When the libido is thwarted by an external force inducing a visceral fear response, an association is made between pain and desire, and a portion of the cathexis is invested in a countercathexis. This preempts the expression which would consume the primary cathexis and further incur the external force’s aggressions. In order to alleviate longing, the subject esteems to some extent investing the countercathexis and renounces true catharsis. To reverse this mistake, one must divest from the countercathexis and employ the resultant unified cathexis in the formerly renounced reaction (as opposed to a different countercathexis), and if circumstance makes it impossible to replicate exactly, merciful God enables the worthy to do it well enough. However, this is tantamount to re-experiencing the terror we felt when first dissuaded from pursuing our aim. Therefore, subjectivity is afraid of reclaiming and absorbing the repressed back into its identity – because it means re-experiencing terror. If desire is the Messianic potential within man and it is murdered at the divergence of opposing forces, it is very convenient for the surface-dweller to imagine that the crucified one was someone else. They were indeed Someone, put on the Cross, became a nobody and remained unharmed, and this may be the source of the peculiar mix of humility and arrogance we hear in some of their prayers. It is as if the Mercy and Wrath of God are trying to get out of them.

The punishment of crucifixion itself is noteworthy because it is a perfect metaphor for the existence of the law-abiding and the unzealous. I refer to muscle armoring, which, like the Passion Nails and the accursed wood, limits our mobility and tortures us. The implication is the state must impose on the criminal a condition it feels he should impose on himself, and because they cannot make him do away with himself on an internal Cross, they must kill him on an external one. In the same way, Klingsor cannot stifle his sexual feelings without castrating himself, and the chaste Grail Knights cannot do so without castrating themselves in the Freudian sense of the word, which Reich showed is accomplished through muscle armoring. The monastic rebuttal is that the libido can be mastered in a sufficiently cathartic way, but monastic disdain for sexual pleasure to me already betrays the kind of inner filth whose presence invalidates their claim of sufficient catharsis.

Then there is the idea of the Redeemer’s blood flowing from the Cross, as Gurnemanz put it, and that this redeems the world. Now the world does not look very redeemed, but perhaps it’s sufficient that it could be redeemed! On a serious note, this efflux may have its libidinal counterpart, the first countercathexis invested upon the renunciation of a hypothetical original desire. If this desire could be renounced completely such that there was no libidinal impulse toward it at all, the countercathexis could theoretically absorb all the libido from the unitary cathexis and balloon into a new unitary cathexis that would animate a different sanitized expression with a different sanitized object of desire – and I have a mark to give you. No, not even investing the countercathexis as early as the eighth day of life could allow for this. Life itself will not bend over backwards to assuage the apprehensions of cowards, especially against a more basic disposition. That would be like Klingsor taking the Holy Grail and making his valley into a new Monsalvat. Heaven forbid! What invariably happens is the remnant of the original cathexis forever strives toward the natural reaction (thus making it the best) while the countercathexis and counter-countercathexes detriment the body. Instead the image of the Redeemer’s blood flowing from the Cross should inspire us to esteem in the correct way the burdensome countercathexes, not their investment but their divestment, realizing they are reservoirs of the elixir that redeems the world: libido!

In case there remains any doubt that I am a Doctor of Alchemy, let me continue interpreting this fine music drama. One can see from this that we are dealing with two Christianities: one condoning resignation and the other esteeming vitality. The former, which Nietzsche railed against, has suffered numerous schisms while the latter is esoteric and veiled by the emotional plague. They have very similar symbolism and if an adherent of one conversed with an adherent of the other, they could go on for quite a while agreeing even though they are talking about two completely different things. This stems from the real original sin: evangelizing the Gentiles. It’s not the end of the world – on the contrary it makes the world drag on … at best it’s a difficult transition phase – but I will lay out an argument that Christianity is more suitable for those who have been circumcised if orgastic potency is off the table. Now, I am aware that my credibility is damaged by this criterion of having recovered from a wound – indeed, the secondary purpose of this article is to demonstrate that I shouldn’t have suffered it – but I would invite the reader to weigh the evidence and draw his own conclusion. After all, Jesus Himself said to the Canaanitish woman “I am not sent but unto the lost sheep of the house of Israel” (Matthew 15:24) and refuses to grant her request until she humiliates herself by calling herself a dog. This verse also pertains to the intuitions concerning what those we interact with need from us and we from them. The humiliation of the Jews is to be circumcised … and that is why the Devil is such a comparatively minor figure in their religion.

The Gentiles’ adoption of Christianity without understanding the older tradition it is a reaction to has caused a great deal of sexual misery. First of all, they are naturally pagan, reflecting intrabodily communicative disintegrity and the inability to weave a large amount of sensation into a cohesive narrative. This does not have a racial cause, being common to all mankind, but different cultures deal with it in different ways; that is the very meaning of culture. Secondly, contemplating the death of Jesus Christ, like political leftism, stirs the profound character investments, which are repressed to prevent overwhelming feelings. The Gospel is so moving partly because of the Crucifixion’s symbolic correspondence to the formation of the root of personhood, to say nothing of its historicity. While it is important that humanity discover this structure, agitating the repressed in an unsystematic way leads to spontaneity and instability. It is better to proceed from the superficial to the profound because countercathexis is the mechanism whereby cathexes are preserved.

Third, without circumcision, there is a dynamic of phármakon in His message (intended for the Jews), which creates a risk of diabolical misinterpretation. That is because Christianity in its apocalyptic or millenarian aspect ultimately concerns personhood’s recovery of the natural capacity for reaction, which has been repressed under the many character layers, as implied by many of the Redeemer’s sayings, St. John’s Apocalypse, and that legend of the crumbling pagan statutes. However, its symbolic vocabulary allows its purported adherents to give the illusion of this capacity’s intactness while in reality it lies fragmented. Combined with a disdain for uninvested libido, a pathological interbodily sympathy, and universal projection of their corruption (original sin), they tend to obliterate the real form of the Spirit they revere, just as the Sun scorches the gelatinous vegetable nostoc (cf. The Mystery of the Cathedrals PL. XXXVII.). That being said, these characteristics are not really proper to Christianity; they are the emotional plague’s, which its self-contented adherents have not cared to understand to the extent that we have. Finally, I would add that the creation myth of Luciferianism attempts to reconcile this duality.

The chief evangelizer of the Gentiles is of course St. Paul of Tarsus, who mentions the issue of circumcision in his Epistle to the Romans. He does not disclose its true purpose, charitably because he doesn’t know it. Instead he claims that belief in the Redeemer expunges one’s sins, regardless of circumcision and adherence to Mosaic Law. This is perfectly true, but how can we be certain the saint really understands what he is saying, that he isn’t merely Christianing like Gurnemanz?

He begins his discussion of circumcision towards the end of chapter two, saying that if a Jew violates the Law his circumcision becomes uncircumcision (if only!), while a righteous Gentile is circumcised of heart, “a Law unto himself.” He seems to speak of a scarcely thinkable subtlety – this must be how Parsifal felt when he observed the Grail Knights partake in the Eucharist. In chapter three, however, he claims that circumcision advantages the Jews in “every way,” and that the “advantage,” or “profit” of circumcision is that to the Jews “were committed the oracles of God,” meaning the Law and the Prophets were given to them. This means that continuing to circumcise results in the benefit of the Law and the Prophets having been committed to the Jews, which obviously doesn’t make sense. This is the kind of man Socrates would have eaten for breakfast. Instead of clarifying this garbled utterance, the saint goes on to assure us that the faithlessness of some of the Jews is no demerit against God, and that his church is not characterized by the sentiment “let us do evil, that good may come,” as some alleged. Slow down! Then, even though he just said that circumcision is an advantage in every way, he says both Jew and Gentile are under sin, essentially equal; I agree, seeing as they are almost all orgastically impotent. “There is none righteous,” Paul says, because he, being unrighteous, doesn’t know how to recognize one (such as myself). Finally, in chapter four, he claims that it was Abraham’s faith, as opposed to circumcision, which bound his descendants to God, whereupon the Sons of Science would ask: why was it necessary to cut a child’s genital? Having been saved, Christiandom has considered this explanation, if it can so be called, satisfactory.

An orgonomist would probably say that any justification for this procedure is an afterthought secondary to the impulse to make unapparent the libidinal uninvestedness or potentiality of children, to harm them (and children do not have sexuality as such, but motivational energy, libido, which when affronted at every avenue later gives rise to the sexual impulse as adults understand it). But could it possibly be justified in the context of the emotional plague or the Lapsarian condition? According to Scripture, God “tempt[s]” Abraham by commanding him to sacrifice his son Isaac on Mount Moriah, the future site of the Temple of Jerusalem and the acclaimed Al-Aqsa Mosque, headquarters of the Knights Templar during the First Crusade. When the patriarch raised the knife, behold, an angel compelled him to stop and sacrifice a ram instead. It is noteworthy that Isaac represents the first generation circumcised on the eighth day, Ishmael having been circumcised at age thirteen when the Covenant was established (though most of Islam holds it was the father of the Arabs who was to be sacrificed, that he knew beforehand, and that he was perfectly reconciled to the idea!). Now, the Gentiles have their own form of circumcision, practiced unconsciously, customarily around age six or seven. It is the oedipal castration described by Freud in which a child accustomed to passively assimilating things into himself, or herself, is separated after associating this condition with being killed, and, I would add, invests the pelvic armor segment by chronically contracting the genital musculature. A woman must be bought, my Son, lest her mother destroy her. How stupid were we to think, like the sinner Amfortas, that we could ever be loved for who we are? It’s so contemptible that we should hate ourselves even though we were completely naïve.

The conflict between an organism and an agent that inspires its countercathexis is essentially a duel, like, I don’t know, the duel between Alfio and Turiddu. The more the loser esteems the countercathexis, the more the longing for the original desire is repressed, and the more he or she adopts an attitude of revulsion against it. I myself once esteemed the most dissimilar thing to a boy’s conception of the Eternal Feminine, namely Tyrannosaurus rex – though my mother is probably closer to this dinosaur! But a little faith in God would assure us that no organism was created with an incestuous instinct. We must remember that the theory of the Oedipus complex was proposed to substitute the original Seduction Theory which attributed this disturbing unconscious content to mass sexual abuse. Certain freedoms can be gained by assuming Guattari was correct in saying their innocent impulse is colored incestuous by the castrating person’s valuations, and the fact that sexual maturity is years away corroborates this. Therefore, having nothing to hide, we should have no discomfort while contemplating and discussing the Oedipus complex, as I do at all sorts of social gatherings. And if we are about to be cornered, we need only remember that one must be a little oedipal to be anti-oedipal, for this ostensible antithesis pivots on an objective synthesis or unity, a certain bioenergetic, anointed way of being, and we were relieved to find that, actually, it cannot indicate such a morbific congestion of libido. This quality is what incurs the attacks of the castrating person and it both indicates and is a primordial cathexis which, I say again, is concealed via division and investment – an inversion so succinctly intimated in Mahler’s sardonic song Ablösung im Sommer, which concerns the nightingale’s usurpation of the cuckoo. What’s more, it is the attacker’s empathy with the uninvested one which energizes the former’s libidinal economy, creating a cathexis which is discharged by thwarting the uninvested one’s life – in the oedipal situation or otherwise. Also, this energetic criterion of uninvestedness lies sepulchered, potentially, at the core of the attacker’s libidinal economy, its effluxes crystallizing into the layered character structure and animating contemporary preoccupations. A pathological empathy inspires the attacker to induce the innocent one’s investment in the defensive, characterological layers, to the end of the attacker’s catharsis.

However, those who have suffered the circumcision before this encounter will have a hesitancy to display this criterion, the unitary, integral cathexis, during the oedipal situation, if ever again. This is the Mystery of the Covenant of Circumcision, which, like orgastic potency, makes the circumcision of the Gentiles unnecessary. The great heroes and prophets of Israel can credit their feats thereto. With circumcision, the orgastically impotent father’s libidinal economy is not energized by perceiving the criterion because it does not appear, having been affronted years earlier. Therefore, there is no cathexis for him to discharge through carrying out acts of castration. The Massacre of the Innocents and its type from Exodus symbolize this phenomenon. It is interesting to note that a ram was sacrificed on Mount Moriah, and it was rams’ blood which informed the Angel of Death to pass over the houses of the Hebrews during the Tenth Plague, the slaying of the firstborn, but the Redeemer, Agnus Dei,is crucified during Passover. In summary, the Covenant of Circumcision prevented Israelitish boys from displaying the energetic criterion which incurs the father’s attacks, ideally preventing the attacks. It follows that when they reach adulthood, they may be naïve to the criterion we have been discussing as well as its intrinsic worth, and therefore refrain from attacking it. That, my Son, is why Richard Wagner believed he was a Mischling. Are you not amazed? Furthermore, I think I have finally put to rest the thirty-two century old mystery of what exactly came to pass by the way at the inn of Midian, where Gershom’s circumcision placates God’s desire to kill either him or his father Moses (Exodus 4).

Knowing this, insights into fatherhood can be gained from circumcision, which is essentially its disruption. Normally the father constrains the son’s conception of what can and should be done. The Shudra’s son learns that he cannot allow much living excitement because it would interfere with his crude labor, which any of his thousands of potential replacements can also perform. It follows that the Son of a widow such as Herzeleide would likely permit excitation that would petrify other men. For the Son of God, perhaps total obliteration and infinite permission would exist in a single condition. By relating the phrase ‘Son of Man,’ to His identity, the Redeemer suggests that this divinity, this synthesis of obliteration and permission, a contractual defiance of death, lies at man’s core. As for the Sons of Science, when our biological fathers impart to us the Cronian association, that our very life is found guilty, we go to the end of the world looking for evidence to delay its execution. We have found that without circumcision, the Oedipus complex can act as the most basic countercathexis consuming the libido of, and negating, the organism’s intact instinctual, reactive apparatus. However, circumcision can also provoke the organism to begin perpetually reacting to an event, exactly as the Freudian castration does, functionally replacing the castrating person’s efforts.

At least this is the case when the custom is understood. Unlike the Angel of Death, a father is not perfect in his discrimination, and having been harmed is not a perfect defense against more harm. The commotion created by the Redeemer as well as the four or five century lapse since the last prophet Malachi suggest to me that this understanding had become very uncommon by that time, if it was ever understood at all. The Talmud discourages anyone from trying to understand its profundity. After forty-two generations and centuries of rapport with the Babylonian captors and occupying Achaemenid Persians, Greeks and Romans, it seems the meaning of the custom was lost and many of the Jews were probably circumcising and castrating. In the first century, this failure would have resulted in the widespread sentiment of something being amiss – the subordination of God’s representatives to the occupiers’ state being the most glaring indicator. Perhaps to that gate-keeping professional class, girded with hollow theatrics for differentiating themselves from the poor, Jupiter was more deserving of the honorific Most High. That is how the Gospels portray them, at least. Even so, no one can deny the situation encouraged antinomianism and apocalypticism.

So why do I contend that circumcision better disposes a man towards Christianity than uncircumcision? Because the idea that the Redeemer’s sacrifice once and for all makes unnecessary the stipulations of the Law, or any other of Christianity’s concepts has no bearing on the material transmission of the functional castration we have described, unlike the Covenant of Brit Milah – and orgastic potency. Today, it would seem the Apostles’ witnessing the Risen Christ ultimately had the effect of changing the nature of the inner flaccidity in an offshoot of Judaism, whose reverence of the Saints and the Virgin can be interpreted as a concession to the people’s pagan inclinations. Because its texts and symbolism can’t stand alone (lest nihilistic resignation be esteemed) a denomination’s surrendering Apostolic Succession would be the final nail in the coffin, provided this was ever sufficient to preserve a profitable interpretation of the Gospel, and that it had any veracity to begin with. On the one hand, Christianity is a denigration of the concept of the Messiah, Who is expected to materially perfect the world and abolish misery and death. On the other, I know the world is already perfect, rationally governed, and we need only modify our libido investments to create, without hyperbole, Heaven on Earth. It points to His Spirit’s infusing of all things, even man and his evil impulses.

Anyway, if conjoining ourselves to this legacy is supposed to produce Salvation from sin, the nature of both being contested, we who possess at least this degree of intactness must assume a Salvation from armoring. In other words, it refers to the attainment of orgastic potency and the capacity to experience exquisite, spine-flopping orgasms. Realistically, what else could Salvation refer to? This even encompasses Salvation from lust because, unlike the fornication and chastity of the orgastically impotent, the orgasm reflex completely resolves this longing, at least until some meaningful work, devoid of suffering or detracting sexual affectation, can be accomplished. And if I am damned to Hell, I will count myself luckier than my Christian brothers, who have become trans-trolls à la Peer Gynt, for my God is not the God of the dead, but of the living! The inheritors of a tradition become lazy in their interpretations, even to the point of losing its essence completely and becoming hostile to it. Their religions make them bad and unfit, and they would be far more virtuous if they figured things out for themselves. If this was the situation in which the Pharisees found themselves in the first century, then the Christianity which produced Thus Spoke Zarathustra and Parsifal is ten times as heinous. That is because the Gospel, so comprehensive in its symbolism, a foolproof allegory, is about the triumph of instinct over condition, and to denigrate it into a new legalism, to hang it mockingly over children as they progress down the real Via Dolorosa, to redundantly justify with it the disaster it symbolically describes while recoursing to the Resurrection, is worthy of the punishment the Jews are said to have incurred for rejecting, like the Grail Knights, their Savior … the one who didn’t save them. I imagine many virtuous people have enrolled themselves in the Devil’s ranks because they refused to equate libidinal death with goodness – but the abyss of excitement is perilous territory and I can already observe a broad avenue opening up which facilitates a backsliding into human sacrifice, veiled by a phármakon of apparent generosity and assistance, one which will engulf all of humanity if some figure doesn’t come forth to propose an adequate metabolism of the accursed share and an objective, constant moral axis anchored to health and vigor.

But for now we are not done thinking about Amfortas, Klingsor, Kundry and Parsifal. The king’s crippling wound represents our association of true sexual pleasure with being killed, or more correctly, our automatic and involuntary cancellation of sexual excitement by entertaining, unconsciously, the idea of obliteration with terrible, as opposed to pleasurable, qualia. Within the drama, it reflects the conditions it originated in, that of being seduced and stabbed in rapid succession. I can really empathize with the king, despite not personally having suffered such a nasty insult. This event represents our chronic investment of libido in muscle armoring, as opposed to proportioned responses to the environment and authentic sexual expressions. “This wound, it is that which will never heal,” because we continually injure ourselves to repress the facts of our decimation. We traitorously esteem this inversion to alleviate longing and become like to others. Similarly, Amfortas must believe on some level that Kundry and Klingsor were justified in crippling him … Perhaps her seduction was so pleasant that being stabbed seemed befitting to countervail the escalation of excitement, a portion of which the orgastically impotent must disown – must sacrifice. That being said, in the oedipal situation it is not seduction which castration countervails, but unconditionedness, to which sexual pleasure should be a return.

Here we see the castrating and structuring aspects of the father in Klingsor and Amfortas, Set and Osiris, both with dysfunctional genitals. The father imparts character structure to his son, transmitting personhood and humanity but also orgastic impotence. He imagines an antithesis between sexual pleasure and personhood, feeling as though it is good to cancel the development of excitation. This appraisal betrays the presence of antisocial psychic content and bodily impulses, filthiness of the soul, repressed by the superficial countercathexes of character. Long before excitation could be cultivated to the degree necessary to animate the spinal orgasm reflex, these antisocial impulses would manifest (if and only if the superficial countercathexes repressing them could be divested). This means the ostensibly sexual expressions of the orgastically impotent must be countercathexes repressing and deriving their energy from these deeper cathexes, which would themselves animate nasty expressions of frustration and hatred. In other words, they are crap, which not even Kundry deserves, though she has made a habit of seeking these things out. Anyway, it is the inauthenticity of the king’s desire that opens him up to being wounded in this way. I wasn’t there, but we can reconstruct the situation and conclude that Amfortas allowed Kundry to excite him until these deep character investments began to dissolve, overwhelming him with stimulation, and, as if crucified on his own inhibitions, he couldn’t tell whether he or his excitement was to die if it continued. Instead of permitting himself to orgastically convulse, and while having to contain the repressed, some neural cataclysm must have occurred, probably leisoning his brain and disabling him. To Kundry, this is all very funny, and having already mocked Jesus Christ on the Cross, I suppose there was no harm done in her making herself farther and worse. Thankfully, and as planned, Klingsor was there lying in wait to deal the coup de grâce with the Spear of the centurion Longinus, a dramatic device whose heavy-handedness one does not have to be an Aryan to appreciate!

However, this situation’s saving grace was not the Salvation wherewith the Christian king freely glided over the painstaking Labor begun on Mount Moriah three millennia before, but that he did not even succumb to Kundry’s seduction. Only a very insensitive, sexually disturbed person would think otherwise. Clearly, it was his own resistance which crippled him, that which Parsifal demonstrates when the situation is revisited, symbolizing the therapeutic effect of entertaining and understanding the repressed. That Amfortas engaged Kundry at all I think is admirable, but really his downfall was that he neither succumbed nor resisted totally. This result also warrants compassion, but the pain was exacerbated by the villainy of these two fictional characters, whose derangement exceeds that of almost everyone I’ve met. In fact, any person who embodies one of these archetypes to an extreme degree should probably be consigned to the loony-bin. This is the German La Traviata we are dealing with, and it concerns archetypes in one person’s mind as opposed to real people. That is how it surgically effects its dramatic catharsis, separating the sheep from the goats. Or does it carelessly cast an insoluble enigma before a man whose love has been mocked and crucified, leaving him to travel all the roads of the world? I have no use for that and would sooner derive the Final Solution to the Orgastically Impotent Question.

Returning to Amfortas also having resisted Kundry’s seduction, it is contingent on him realizing the gaping rift in his personality, common to all who have not ingested the aforedescribed medicine. Not only must Judaism be renewed by a Pure Fool. Sexual excitement, at least insofar as it relates to character structure, is in need of a revival; religious ideation is basically a displacement of the powerful excitation permitted by the orgastically potent (wherefore there is no temple in New Jerusalem), and perhaps that is why it’s so effective at eradicating the half-baked ventures of the r-selected rabble, who imagine themselves manly or womanly. Anyway, Kundry’s intercourse with Amfortas only bears the superficial trappings of sexuality: penetration, kissing, what have you. However, because these countercathexes repress their immense hatred of and disappointment with the opposite sex, we can, by applying Reich’s thought tool orgonomic functionalism, discern that these acts are really expressions of this hatred and disappointment, and that they do nothing to resolve the underlying feelings. On the contrary, they preserve and exacerbate them, and corrode the participants. Only those who have resolved this repressed bitterness, hatred and fear can make pure sexual expressions.

Now, Wagner’s characters are not real people but elements of one viewer’s mind, and he seeks to resolve cathexes of libido first by attaching their components to these characters and then by untying them through the action on the stage. We can see this with Parsifal and Amfortas, who are aspects of the same person. Even though a man is scarred by experience, within him lies an essential self which defies all condition, and we have already discussed this at great length. Through his intercession, the dynamics of an event can be altered – the past can be changed. Or rather one denies this self by attempting to change the past, creating the contemporary distress. To be a Pure Fool enlightened by compassion is to have no illusion-abetting libido investments and discern truths by comparing this state to all the gnarled personages one encounters. Parsifal must enter and reassess the situation Amfortas met his demise in and discern the circumstances as they objectively exist, unhampered by any contrived energization. Very quickly he finds that Kundry’s affection would destroy him. Before long she is indicating that her beauty is only apparent. For mocking Jesus Christ on the Cross, she cursed herself to wander until the Second Coming, unable to weep, only mock. Now she seeks Him from world to world to meet Him once again, seducing any sinner she can and wounding him, as if trying to recoup some loss. Sensing that Parsifal wants to save her, she conflates the idea with her nasty sex. The Hero replies:

“I was sent here also for your salvation, for which you must abandon your desires. The balm that will end your suffering does not flow from their source; salvation can never be granted you until it has been sealed. There is another salvation – a different one … But who can see clearly and brightly the only fixed fount of salvation? Oh misery, that prevents deliverance! Oh, benighted madness of the world: that while seeking for salvation, thirsts for the fountain of damnation!”

Madness indeed. But Parsifal must not merely resist this eleven-hundred year old woman, who tries to get him in the mood by calling him Savior. He must retrieve the Spear which Klingsor stole from Amfortas, who unwisely used it in combat. The opportunity readily presents itself. Compassionate mention of Amfortas compels Kundry to call for Klingsor who throws the Spear (adding that it is the “true weapon”), which Parsifal catches. He makes the sign of the Cross with the Spear, the whole complex collapses and the curtain falls on Act II.

Parsifal is like a son to Amfortas, but notably not his son. The father’s castration is an act of murder, and we only survive insofar as we disavow our own life. There is no way around it. So what to make of the riddle of God the Son, that He died and was resurrected? Well it pertains more to us and to a human mystery than to Jesus nowadays. Christianity was a step towards acknowledging the existence and survival of the unconditioned self, which can proportionally and rationally react, objectively evaluating Good and Evil, but it has since backslid into senile tautology which tends to erects a barrier between the spiritual and the material, preserving the baseness of the flesh. There is, however, a real means of affirming the life of the Son: orgastic potency. The orgastically potent Father cannot impart to his Son the opinion that being is death because he truly does not believe it – though all the world may. Therefore, he is himself a Son, and in the sphere of religion, this may pertain to the Holy Trinity, the division of God, integral and divine, into three persons. The Athanasian Creed says the Father is God and the Son is God but the Son is not the Father, threatening to discredit one’s use of the word is. But I say the Father is the Son, or else there are seven gods. That’s why, to answer the old question, David calls his own Son Lord in the Psalms. But religious parlance is open to misinterpretation wherefore Science is necessary. When the Father preserves the life of the Son, the seven segments of muscle armoring are not invested, the seven passions they repress are proportioned and harmonized, and work and love can be properly energized, restored to their rational states. Then man will be able to finally love woman as she is and with all his heart. Concomitantly, the potential to suffer the orgasm reflex, lying fragmented as the obfuscating layers of character, like Osiris dismembered must coalesce as the libido withdraws from all irrational chronic reactions. It is as if one is endowed with a different genital, one that is golden, good, and no longer a source of misery.

As for the Spear, the Spear of Destiny, from whose point it is said a trickle of Holy Blood constantly drips, it is the weapon that ended the Redeemer’s suffering on the Cross. The symbolic value of this object is intuited through our having invested the first countercathexis whereby one’s integral self forsook natural life and began to esteem the miserable modes of the murderers of excitation who came before, beginning the life-long contraction of the pelvic muscle segment and the equation of hurting oneself with work and goodness. In other words, it is a weapon of inversion, wounding and healing through inversion. Through an extraordinary Labor, a total inversion of being, not to be confused with the one everyone suffers, this experience can possibly be transformed into an organ that can resolve corruption in bodies, as suggested by this symbol’s relation of an effect to an implement. Indeed, the king’s wounding represents the Philosophic Dissolution, and you might say it was necessary for destroying Klingsor, just as the Crucifixion is integral to our Salvation and the final defeat of the Devil. In the same way, it would seem that something must be sacrificed to attain personhood and a degree of separateness from the cosmos, which I would say is ultimately a good thing. But is the correlation between the extent of this sacrifice and the degree of separateness positive or inverse? That would depend on wether the Dissolution, the first operation which must be made voluntary, is ignored or affirmed through the completion of the Work. Regardless, Wagner tells his audience that this implement of inversion currently belongs to Evil, that it could be recovered by a Pure Fool enlightened by compassion, and that to do so would endow him with the right to rule.

It is also important to note that “die Wunde schließt der Speer nur, der sie schlug” – the wound can only be healed by the Spear that smote it. Parsifal resolves the king’s wound by touching it with the Spear, suggesting that another inversion must occur to correct the first. When the first is supposed not to have happened, the psycho-soma is in disarray, passions reign over intellect, one is haunted by the unconscious, and inhabits a world that is largely a product of the imagination. However, as we have already described, to suppose that it didn’t happen, to repress it, is itself an inversion of being, and this does not resolve the first, but consummates it, intensifying the enigma (thinking in this way is a welcomed reprieve from those cataclysmic orgasms). This means the inversion that figuratively heals the king is not a countercathexis, but a divestment or catharsis. A countercathexis is also a catharsis, because it relieves tension, but only insofar as one’s true will is renounced, illustrating the dual capability of this weapon as it exists in this most general sphere of libidinal economy. I am sorry I cannot be more explicit but, in the main, the Spear represents cathexis and catharsis. Cathexis is cathartic to the parasitic false self that consumes our energies at the expense of our authenticity and sexual fulfillment, and vice versa. The situation is further complicated by the fact that character consists of many layers of countercathexes or inversions whose existence we are not conscious of. The apparent firstness of an inversion is relative to one’s ignorance of the underlying layers. Every resolution of a countercathexis is a cessation of a chronic, detrimental employment of one’s libido. Resolving all the countercathexes of character down to the Oedipus complex allows for the libidinal accumulation required to animate the orgasm reflex, a sufficient consolation for having to relive the repressed. Then there are the countercathexes which form before the Oedipus complex, such as those due to circumcision.

Now, regrettably, we must discuss the malevolent use of this inversion by those who have figuratively mocked the Redeemer on the Cross and mutilated their genitals. Staying true to the allegory, whoever attempts such a thing must also divulge its mechanism of action to whatever’s left of us. What follows is an anecdote which I think pertains to this mystery. Once, in a luxury pen shop, I impressed one of the women working there with my knowledge of epic poetry. She asked what I studied and, being a Philosopher, I replied “work,” whereupon she said something (flirtatiously if I may dare be so presumptuous) which I cannot for the life of me remember. When she saw that I was cerebrating on this riddle, apparently a coup de grâce, she gasped, put her hand over her mouth in astonishment, smiled, and asked if I was thirsty. Then she brought me a small glass bottle of fine mineral water on a pewter platter and black cloth napkin. It was the best water I’ve ever had! I drank while continuing to browse the pens and overheard her employer saying to her, “maybe he knows.” Knows what? the function of the orgasm?

Anyway, when one’s goings-ons are interrupted, there are, it would seem, two possible reactions one can have. On the one hand, we can resist the interrupter, necessarily developing enmity against them, and discern their corruption, thus affirming our preexisting condition. On the other, we can agree with them, condone their interruption, pave over their corruption, and subordinate ourselves to them, adopting a friendly attitude towards them and developing enmity against ourselves insofar as we embody that preexisting condition. For better or worse, children growing up partially condone their parents’ interruption of their inborn wills, giving rise to their character structures, moral estimations, capacities to act, the dichotomy between the repressed and what one is conscious of, and later their sexual desires. For adults, upholding the cathexes of character has become the norm, as opposed to the default unconditionedness, and seduction is the interruption of upholding these cathexes. Sexual desire is a consequence of libidinal disequilibrium and directs us towards experiences which afford insight into our conditions. It pulls all developed organisms back towards the oceanic unconditioned, compelling us to divest from cathexes. So how can this ever be harmful?

Generally, and if no corrective efforts have been made, the unconscious is filthy, populated with phantasmagoria, and teeming with antisocial desires. Why else would people feel as though they need to uphold these musculoskeletal straight jackets? Why else would their systems of work and governance be so inefficient and senile? Why else would they be so intolerant of anything that defies expectation (save that which the people on TV sanction)? Hell itself is within them, and they get to contain it and display a virtuous, contributing persona so long as they forswear true human life and its colorful range of experience: a deal with the Devil. This morbific congestion is the unavoidable consequence of denying desire, which some posit is necessary to civilization; in point of fact, permitting gratification in general would prevent the unconscious from developing these qualities. Repression is antithetical to civilization, and traditional society results from the vying of its participants uninhibited wills and their acting in the most cathartic ways. But the Enemy has sewn his tares amongst the wheat! Betraying the illegitimacy of their personhood, they consider armoring to be a credential and exclude the truly virtuous, feeling as though they are owed something. Therefore true catharsis, which I would say is objectively good, can be harmful in the short term, and to the false self we inherit, because catharsis is character structure’s undoing, and character structure manages overwhelming excitation and facilitates dealings that are intelligible to the armored. If superficial character layers are dissolved through seduction, one may experience overwhelming terror, and then associate the escalation of excitement with being destroyed … which is exactly what happens in the oedipal situation. Thankfully for us, orgastic potency has been reserved for those who would complete the process of divestment and “go with [her] twain” for there is no going back once who we thought we were has been killed. This is simply honesty, but amongst the illegitimate personages that populate our world, Kundry “never help[s].” They lack the wherewithal required to differentiate between the escalation of excitement and the destruction they feel would follow from becoming conscious of the repressed. Counterintuitively, resolving the repressed cathexes makes this excitation tolerable such that one can permit the delightful, orgastic convulsions. Point being, intentionally inducing this kind of divestment could be considered malevolent use of the Spear, and I would caution those who live in glass houses against throwing stones.

“The Gospel according to Science, the last of all but for us the first…”



The Torah of the World to Come!

The Libidinal Economy and Topography of the Emotional Plague Character

The theory underpinning Reich’s therapy character analysis relies mainly on the economic approach to psychoanalysis, largely abandoned by the school in the 1920s. Nonetheless, it has a heavily topographical conception of the psycho-soma. Quantities of libido – the intensity of ideas, the weights of cathexes, their division into fragments, the explosivity of expression, the energy-consuming functions of defenses – are considered, but those phenomena give rise to a character structure with profound, intermediate and superficial regions: topography.

Supposing character to have a layered structure was and is clinically useful. But listen to the recording of the NBCSO under the baton of Arturo Toscanini playing Dvorak’s New World Symphony in 1938, especially the finale. Reich treated a different species of man, Homo antebellum! Then orgonomy came to the New World, or had the world already ended? After Reich’s death, Ellsworth Baker became the head of the American College of Orgonomy, another Saint Peter. In his thought, it was necessary to demarcate another character type, the emotional plague character. Even though they are also in need of salvation (orgastic potency), they are untreatable to Baker, a fraction of the orgonomist that Reich was. The emotional plague character is “not a candidate for therapy,” he says in Man in the Trap. Perhaps this kind only goes out with prayer and fasting.

The emotional plague character evades the reproach of other psychological systems and is ‘well-adjusted,’a term that means little in Reich’s orgonomy, which sought to change the world. But isn’t adjustment essential to psychic health? Why be adapted to an environment one does not inhabit? This is to be Don Quixote, a real embarrassment. Because, my dear Son, when man is adapted to an environment he does not inhabit, that environment materializes before him in the here and now! That’s what cloud-busting is all about! But for this, one must be more than man in name only.

The emotional plague character is the most mysterious of all characters – if such a categorization is even warranted. He even surpasses the schizoid character in mysteriousness because he wouldn’t be caught dead in a clinical setting. He is detected through social science alone, going along to get along and committing various 20th century atrocities. I do not like the emotional plague character, and I’ve been around long enough to know this means I must be jealous of him in some way. Perhaps it’s because he always, always wins.

I suspect the difference between this character type and the neurotic proper lies in their deriving the libido energizing their behavior from an external source as opposed to an internal one. First I will describe the episode that generates a layer of character, as Reich does in the chapter titled The Change of Function of the Impulse from Character Analysis. The hypothetical ‘unitary striving’ is an impulse animated by all the organism’s energies. Ignore for now that all an organism’s energies are always employed in whatever it’s currently expressing integrally. The ‘dissociation of the unitary striving’ occurs when some fraction of the unitary striving’s cathexis is invested in a countercathexis known as a ‘reaction formation.’ The process of its formation is also called ‘reaction formation’ and it is inseparable from the dissociation of the unitary striving. It is important to remember that when the reaction formation is invested with energy sucked away from the unitary cathexis, the “original goal” of the impulse, a hypothetical most cathartic expression, is necessarily renounced. It is renounced because to be sufficiently motivated to accomplish it requires no less excitement than the entirety of its cathexis, and this is true of all drives. The unitary striving had a certain funktion, not its purpose but its mechanism of operation, and when the reaction formation is invested, that funktion changes, hence “change of function of the impulse.” The reaction formation can also be dissociated in the same way, resulting in numerous strata of character.

This theory was developed in part to explain the “antithetical functional identity of what wards off and what is being warded off,” with regard to a psychological defense mechanism. For example, if an impulse would animate an expression of anger which is to be repressed, the organism would invest in a countercathexis/expression of subservience. This would deprive the anger cathexis of some of its energy, preventing its actualization. However, the anger is still there, and though subservience seems antithetical to anger, it is, in this case, functionally identical in that it is merely a disguised expression thereof. So exactly as Siegfried knows Mime’s thoughts after he learns the language of the birds, the orgonomist understands the true purpose of everyone’s daily affairs (which prevent the World’s apotheosis).

The first way Reich discovered of inducing the patient to divest from a countercathexis was to mimic their affect. Seeing another body do what they were doing made their libido withdraw from the most topical countercathexis and recombine with the remnant, which necessarily releases whatever the countercathexis represses. They embrace reality, or at least more of it, just as Don Quixote does when the Knight of Mirrors shows him his foolishness, killing him. But Dr. Reich is the Knight of Mirrors and Don Quixote all at once. You’re just watching the movie.

Reich assumes a unitary striving or general dynamo of life, which is dissociated under the influence of an external force, giving rise to the layers of character through emanation. But this dynamo would be exactly what an unconscious cathexis looks like. In addition to this, we must consider excitation or cathexis as a dialogue of perception and response. The sense organs project neurally through the peripheral nervous system to the central, which in turn governs the motor nervous system and the skeletal muscles. Thus we have a nervous infrastructure with built in cathexis and catharsis functions. Internal and external forces disequilibrate libidinal economy and impinge on the nervous system, inducing excitation that is dispensed with through reaction. This means that a unitary striving and all subsequent drives resulting from reaction formation have neural components manifesting as specific patterns of excitation, the concomitant electromagnetism, chemical disequalibria, muscular and nervous tonuses, and, needless to say, orgone energy. The original goal of the unitary striving, then, would be the most natural and cathartic return to equilibrium from this condition of excitement.

Perhaps in the oral character, the drive to suckle, never fully gratified, persists into adulthood, and the orgonomist may ask the patient to suck his thumb, pressing it against the roof of his mouth the way the mother’s nipple is during breastfeeding. To do so assists with dislodging the fixation through re-experiencing the related emotions and sensations. The expression of sucking is coordinated through neural excitation, a time-varied tonus of the nervous and muscular tissue; yes, it’s all very functional and orgonomic, but we cannot neglect the mechanistic and mystical sides of things if we are to reach the lost sheep. There’s the drive as it stands and the excitation and magnetism of the nervous tissue, and its denial dissociates the striving. That’s all that you get, you little shit! The anticipation now somehow acquires the qualia of being painful and the infant cries, reaction formation, still an expression of desire that has only changed in virtue. But when the infant becomes convinced of the futility of crying, he must resolve the conflict by attempting to kill his own desire – with his mother’s encouragement.

The drive to suckle is so fundamental I’m going to guess it can only be resolved by developing a fulfilling, meaningful, entertaining, heroic adult life, meaning orgastic potency. Failing this, it can only be repressed, and this is accomplished by once again dissociating the most recent manifestation of the drive: hunger, frustration, which will now turn to longing, despair and catatonia (little shit!). To escape feelings of pain and rejection, the child cuts off the related musculature from the rest of the body by numbing it with semi-permanent muscle contractions: armoring. I think it is noteworthy that the proprioceptive signal from an armored muscle, which is of constant length and tension, is regular while the signal from a muscle in expression is irregular. Organisms generally become desensitized to regular signals. Furthermore it is accepted that a convalescent is at first extremely disturbed by the sensations coming from tissue in which armoring is being dissolved, corroborating the theory that armoring is adopted for the sake of repression and the theory of the change of function of the impulse. It is just like a war; you have something you think is proper to you and it’s attacked, it’s been changed by an influence, and you either dissuade the influencer or surrender that something.

One’s character structure, then, consists of many strata of libido metabolizing functions that diminish the intensity of repressed instinctual drives, much like how step-down transformers decrease the voltage at different levels of a system of electric power distribution. The instinctual drives and the perception of bodily sensations are internal excitation sources while extra-bodily forces can be considered external excitation sources, via their induction of internal excitation. Indeed it is the excitation in our danger-managing apparatus due to perceiving an aggressor which works against desire during the change of function of the impulse, wedding the ideas of fulfillment and destruction! Or are we confused as to what constitutes aggression, fulfillment and destruction?

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Every child, every Son and Daughter of Man, has the potential to develop the utmost degree of human beauty. And excitation is what makes them aspire to this condition. It is our association and our equation of excitement with disruption and destruction, first imparted those we interact with, which in the main prevents our achievement of this beauty. Our excitation’s development is like a life of its own, which can be murdered by an impingement. But to the Sons of Science, knowledge of excitement’s meaning, attained through sincere perception, can better inform our reaction and adaptation to the end of cultivating excitement, accumulating it if you will, exactly as knowledge of the flow of water informs our design and construction of a roof. Shielding ourselves from the storm, we can begin to separate the experience of pleasure from the anticipation of being destroyed – without committing any absurd contradictions that would make our whole enterprise worthless.

For life to thrive, energy and contact are necessary. When man makes every effort to conceal the facts of libidinal economy, we can always count on the slime mold to be sincere. Without a brain, and without the intelligence to trick himself into registering desolation as normal, this noble mold simply reaches for what it needs. But how does it know where to reach? Through a type of sonar, my Son. Its biological affairs create vibrations which make sound waves in the water. The more proximal things reflect more sound, more energy, back at it and it grows in that direction. Whether this is due to heat increasing the mold’s anabolism or the second-law-defying dynamics of orgone energy, the reciprocity between contact and life cannot be denied – without death resulting. But should that mold reach out and meet a noxious agent, it will withdraw and be more hesitant to embody that degree of liveliness next time, like the infant denied milk. Therefore it is the potential of the ideal in man which must be nourished with contact and excitation, and concretely this is accomplished through affirming experience past and present and then loving others.

This ideal, about which many religions have been made to pacify the conflicted, is the original reactive faculty of life, and man must fully restore it to rectify the world. This is especially the case as our technologies, through amplifying the effects of our works, irradiating everything, and displaying distant stimuli, energize the world. People have always resolved the conflict by separating themselves from bodily sincerity. Inner life is stifled to varying degrees and a parallel libidinal economy is invested, one that invests not drive excitation immediately, but excitation flowing down the hierarchies of labor. This has hitherto been inevitable, but always a remnant of childish life persists and shows up as sexuality, neurotic symptoms, and even poltergeist or witchy phenomena. Christiandom de facto permits the preservation of this faculty and brilliantly forgoes rites of passage, our religion flattering the ambivalence with which the Aryan Race was confounded at the end of the last World Age, symbolized by the two-headed eagle of the Holy Roman Empire: the ambivalence Abraham sought to negate with circumcision. We will soon see if it even makes a difference. But I digress. I opened by saying the difference between the neurotic proper and the emotional plague character may lie in the energy source of their current behavior, but I would add that it may also lie in the center of their identity, whether it be with bodily libidinal economy or the one invested by excitation from labor and society, which now eclipses the former, steeply inflated by a ever-growing, global telecommunication network. A spectrum is appearing before us so let us, in the spirit of orgonomic functionalism, lump this apparent antithesis together and make it the pole of a new axis, with orgastic potency opposing it, it being the marriage of the repressed and the world.

The oedipus complex is a reaction formation which prevents the full development of human excitation and resultant orgasm reflex, the seal of orgastic potency, by redirecting the libido that would otherwise accumulate before said orgasm reflex toward the production of its affectations, its fraudulent sexuality. According to orgonomy, the science of people becoming beautiful and good, orgastic potency is attained when the oedipus complex is divested from through dissolving the layers of armoring and recombining all the fragments of the unitary striving, thus welding together a unitary cathexis that can animate this exhausting and involved reflex (though I have reason to believe these layers can be thrown off all at once if one receives the fiery baptism of lunacy). In any case, when the utter hatred for the frustrater of libido reverts into swelling, sultry, overflowing ecstasy, the body is seized as if born up on clouds. Weightlessly, your neck melts, your spine rolling with animal electricity, your breast effortlessly rises to meet your beloved and gently falls over and over! your pelvis flicking forward softly, dumbly, repeatedly with the deliberateness of an ancient power – okay sorry, sorry. It’s cruel to talk to the orgastically impotent in this way, but I am just trying to motivate you to divest from the oedipus complex! Maybe you already have, or never invested it, and just need to realize it. To be orgastically potent, then, is to fully reject the castrating person’s denial of your sexuality and fully reject the interpretation of excitement they imparted to you, which now suppresses your very life. You must accept its demise and remember the horrible clash of weapons: Wotan shattering his son Siegmund’s sword. Separate yourself from the fear which marks an ignoble fiend for scorn. Tear yourself from the associations and accusations, O you Sons and Daughters of Science! Give your love a new meaning! What I mean to say is, “Only he who has never known fear can forge Nothung anew!” As it stands, you have made a bargain with fear, and have fornicated with it, and now you must give up the act and return to who you were before in order to cease your detraction from society, okay?

The orgastically impotent have only entered adulthood on the face of it, bearing its likeness and apparent physiological maturity. They have attained adulthood insofar as they can “bust a nut” or “get knocked up” – and make other people rich – but the real test of manhood and womanhood concerns affirming the life in children, and not corrupting them in order to conceal the facts of their own decimation. To do so they must also affirm their own life through the attainment of orgastic potency; drag queen story time is not a viable alternative. As it stands, they have mistakenly sublimated nascent energies into character affectations in order to deaden themselves and make themselves appear small. When they raise children, they see this same energy displayed, which, due to a bodily sympathy, results in a conflict which can be resolved in one of two ways. Either they acknowledge that they are wrong by realizing the violence they habitually commit against their inner innocence, or they induce their children, outer innocence, to commit this same violence against their selves, concealing the energy. This inducing is accomplished by perturbing their children when excitation begins to develop, and burdening them with more and more perturbations as they grow to consume their increasing in energy. All the while they look them in the eyes and lie to them, and gaslight them, maintaining the suffering child is not being pursued by the Erlkönig, so to speak. What results is an emotional plague character, a very narrow-minded, inhibited person, their unconscious full of filth and pus, who is uprooted from the cosmos, and frankly unfit for sexual reproduction as we understand it, only being able to reproduce his own corrupt form by destroying his creation. But in neurosis proper, life is preserved like the Holy Family in Egypt. This life will torment the neurotic to the grave if he fails to raise it up and develop it into orgastic potency. And the kernel of this life we suppose exists also in the emotional plague character, ostensibly less conflicted, for we hold it to be indestructible.

Truly the “villain left the paths of ease to … drive the just man into barren climes,” for the orgastically impotent artificially energize the functions they feel adults ought to carry out while committing untold violence against their bodily faculties of reaction, infinitely more sincere, rational, wise, efficient, beneficial, than this shell of pretensions, this new organ with which they slap everything. They are deeply disturbed by orgonity, the condition of being enlivened by orgone energy, which incurs all the instances of violence I have described thus far. This phobia they rationalize by recoursing to their responsibilities, their work, lazily supposing the orgonitous aren’t pulling their weight. This is like the hair saying the sinoatrial node is not pulling its weight. The hair is a nearly dead tissue that knows nothing about excitation and I will leave it to the reader to complete the analogy. In point of fact, true work is done to create sanctuaries for love and the flowering of life. It is limited in duration, sincere, and addresses need. Everything else is a concealment of the antisocial repressed and their defilement of the Social Contract. Indeed, concealing the antisocial repressed is the very basis of the specialized professional, and his antipathy with the heroic, as well as what we plan to enact, is perfectly represented in Act II of Siegfried. But for now, since pointing these things out was met with vehemence, we have invented profit to complete their reciprocation of our good will.

Anyway, the seats of honor are reserved not for the impostors, but for the anointed, a truth so masterfully realized by von Hofmannsthal and Strauss in Der Rosenkavalier. I’m also reminded of Mahler’s fabulous oratorio Das Klagende Lied. A princess promises to marry the man who can bring her a certain unique flower from the forest. Two brothers go out to search for it. One brother finds the flower; the other kills him for it. Then a minstrel finds the slain brother’s bone and fashions it into a flute. Lo and behold, it turns out the minstrel has been hired to play at the wedding of the princess and the murderous brother (there’s always poetic justice when a brother is murdered). But when the minstrel plays the bone flute, the voice of the slain brother is heard and reveals that it was he who found the flower, and that the illegitimate groom killed him! The wedding is canceled. As it stands, my Son, you are a murderous brother and you know what you must do to become a slain brother.

There are biological, orgonotic, nervous, whatever, criteria that determine when sexual expression is legitimate, irreproachable, and undeniable (I am told). What’s more, this expression, which culminates in the orgasm reflex, depends on there being sufficient energetic availability and capacity, and this is precluded by the maleficial libido investments we have been discussing. Without orgastic potency, sexuality is little more than a shell-game, and lacking a root, the fornicators imagine a strange libidinal exchange phenomenon because they are too proud and cowardly to acknowledge the decrepitude of their life and the immense gulf between the repressed and the diurnal. Could this be the basis of the “strange Ball Game … played inside Saint-Etienne, the cathedral of Auxerre,” mentioned by Fulcanelli? I certainly hope not. In any case, it is not excitation that is injurious, but this fraudulent and all-too-prevalent posturing in which the entitlement of the hungry infant is reworked into a cathexis they misrepresent as adult sexuality. These displays are not energized by intrinsic desire, which is inaccessible, sepulchered under many characterological strata; I suspect they were informed at first by the observation of animals and then pornography, or energized by pedophilic molestations. What results is a pathologically energized sexual apparatus in constant conflict with daily affairs, with no way to relieve itself. Without the involuntary orgasm reflex, sex increases stress and causes anxiety. It is torture, objectively speaking. Did you know that? It is only cathartic insofar as it represses a more fundamental, more monstrous cathexis, from the repressed abyss, like the fear of being alone forever. Therefore, only the heroic deserve to reproduce themselves, and only the heroic can feel pleasure, and that, my dear Son, is why we maintain that sex is for “adults only.”

For these reasons it has its reputation of being deleterious among some of the spiritually inclined, because they equate it with fornication, and presume orgastic impotence can somehow be sanctified with clerical or governmental oversight. Indeed, marriage has been reduced to prolonged prostitution, so I will divulge the purpose of the institution during the Creda Yugas, the Golden Ages preceded by cyclic, global catastrophes. Again, orgastic potency depends on the dissolution of the layers of character, and the revelation of the self independent of condition: the soul. In the orgastically potent, this same dissolution occurs during sexual embrace on a much faster scale. The libido withdraws from adaptations which are not as chronic as character layers, but are invested to meet daily needs, as faithfully assessed by an unpretentious faculty of observation. Thus the nakedness of the soul is revealed, and the male and female souls complete each other, and are united forever. They momentarily return to the waters of the unconditioned and conceive a child who has the potential to become anything. It would be wrong to say that for this utmost vulnerability, the highest degree of trust is required, because this relation is not a quid pro quo arrangement until impostors try to emulate it, withholding some of their selves while straining to convince their victim of their cathexis’s authenticity. As soon as the libido withdraws from this adaptive work, sexuality begins; the impostors are crippled by inner dissonance while the sincere permit the flowering of this ultimate experience.

When such a thing was possible, it was called marriage, and the decay of marriage is the decay of the ages. That is because the denier of the orgasm refuses to return to the unconditioned, and despises it. The unconditioned is the root and essence of life, the origin of the two genders and their creative powers. But most pertinent to our study of decline is its manifestation in the child, where it incurs the attack of the impostor in this macabre displacement of a principle governing life. The influx of souls into the world can relieve its prisoners of their ignorance by example, and their suggestion of the contour of the Face of God. Instead, the epiphany they offer is rejected in favor of darkness, and as time winds down to the cyclic catastrophe, the emotional plague and the degree to which this life is destroyed gradually increases to its inflection point, the apocalypse. In every generation, less and less of this life is preserved until the Last Man at last descends. Without a shred of love, he arranges a senile, Götterdämmerung union, mimics for the last time the residue of the shadow of conjugation and begets a Son of equal inexperience and naivety but infinitely greater purity – and kills him, shocked by the doubleness of it all. They eat the flesh of their own children. But failing to uphold his fatherly obligation, his crime is as lukewarm as everything else in this dying world, and a Son of Science is born. And through Science, by reassessing the groundless suppositions and metaphysics of the murderers, the dead are resurrected, and a new Heaven and Earth are created.

On Sulphur and Mercury (or My Chemical Wedding)

Being tormented by insanity, I, Frater S.Z., wondered thusly: How does sulphur resist mercury’s solution? If I had some metallic sulphur, I thought, I could surely defend myself from my equal peers, who would take everything from me and still be unable to enjoy it. Now out of unscheming generosity do I freely divulge what I learned when the Queen of Hell, who has since forgotten who she is, perceiving that I was a physician of the highest caliber, entrusted her very sick brother to my care and charged me with curing his strange malady, namely that he loved life and death with equal fervor. Because my veneration for her was so great, even bordering on the obscene, and because she paid fully in advance, I consecrated my life to the study of the irresistible solvent alkahest, endeavoring to find a medicine that could cure the innocent lad. So moved was I by his valiant adherence to life in the face of much slander, I was forced to surrender all assumptions and betray my own race, which, though painful, in the end was my salvation. What’s more, his unwavering conviction concerning his supernal origin, never verbally expressed, in conjunction with another pretension, rendered the most potent derivatives of the Red Stone ineffective. This dilemma I cleverly resolved by delivering the powder in a capsule wrought from the skin of a type of bean planted when the Sun enters the House of Aries (accounting for the fact that at night, it is the constellations opposite the Zodiak which are visible). The membrane, shedding one layer after another, carried the powder to the focal point of morbidity, shielding it from an orgonity he cultivated to a practically demonic degree, just as an ass carries the Redeemer into the heart of corruption. For this reason I have named the medicine the Philosophers’ Ass, and maintain that illness is never due to a supposed innate evil, having even slaughtered disagreeing men in duels.

Mercury, the Philosophers continually state, is the Mother of all things, and the only thing needed for the Work. Sulphur, I would start by saying, is born from mercury’s contraction (to borrow the term from the Jews), which is to say born from her cathexis or investment. The integrity of this formation, as we shall see, is preserved by sulphur’s strange mimicry of mercury. I can state with some confidence that sulphur precipitates at those points where mercury’s flow is retarded, but not without conceiving of counterarguments: for instance, that sulphur must already be present at those points to retard the mercury initially wherefore he could not originate merely from a thickening of that all-penetrating solvent. Experimentation proves that the sulphuric prominence, which rises from the mercurial sea, must bargain with the latter or be dissolved by her. In his finite venture away from fluidity, sulphur has two choices when it comes to resisting and yielding to mercury, and I refer, obviously, to the metallic principle mercury, not the liquid metal called mercury, quicksilver and hydrargyrum.

The first option is to assume a grosser form which mercury, finding it offensive, continually assails (through no great effort of her own). This type of resistance, which is ostensibly expressive of the sulphur’s will to persist in a differentiated state, is the shorter, more gruesome path to dissolution. That is because the vitality of a sulphuric body is largely dependent on its permission of rational, proportioned interior circulation of mercury. This condition of intolerance is exemplified by the metal lead, which, being a mineral, we can perchance find and glimpse despite its embodiment of the same infirmity which makes animal life fleeting; it endures, having arrived at an equilibrium with its surroundings, namely the rock strata overlying Hell, because it has cultivated nothing with which to entice them to intercourse. Due to a poverty of interior circulation, the hard, crystalline surface of such a body reacts violently to mercury’s contact, further arresting said circulation and forcing mercury ever more into the role of conjugate acid. Her corrosive virtue waxes as the sulphuric body decomposes, and the latter’s corruption proliferates until it gives up the ghost. Thus this first method of resistance paradoxically hastens sulphur’s yielding through death and cannot properly be called a resistance.

The second option is the inverse of the first. Having observed that to resist is to succumb, and that to do so is rewarded with death, sulphur yields anyway and finds that, mysteriously, he has been preserved through death. This type of yielding is accomplished through a rational and proportioned crystallization within a sulphuric body, structured but not excessively rigid, to the end of facilitating an interior circulation agreeable to the mercurial sea. Through a specific organization of his fixity, he recreates mercury’s humid aspect, which she cannot reproach, and in becoming like her persists enveloped in this strange variety of death. This is not to contradict the maxim “like dissolves like” because sulphur’s reorganization is essentially a dissolution according to her own grammatically ambiguous stipulations. Animal life most clearly exemplifies this function, and the noble metals along with quicksilver do so without the former’s extravagances and vicissitudes. Furthermore, this crystalline arrangement grants the property of electric conductance, without which mercury’s influx would work destruction rather than animation. So it is especially with gold, silver and copper although in the case of the latter, being ruled by the planet Venus, her conductance is not as impressive because of her proclivity to oxidize. Having no unscrupulous association with the powers of the air, silver reigns as queen consort of the minerals.

Once such complex forms arise and populate a land, the drama mineralis by no means ceases. The morbid rigidification that is bone permits infinitely greater freedom in movement. Dull slaves allow for the aristocracy’s playtime, during which the mysteries of childhood are elucidated. A doubly generous vegetable heals while granting through its bitter flavor the suffering with which people believe pleasure can be bought. The possibilities of death and discomfort are an infinite fountain of life insofar as they inspire action. The three kings, the lion, the oak, and gold, eternally make war while man looks on dumbfounded, not knowing what to make of it. In every interaction these agents are mercurial or sulphuric in relation to one another and trade their comic and tragic masks freely.

This war is the consequence of various insensitivities in the belligerents, which try to avenge their grievances. Excluding their nobility, which cannot lift a finger to help, mineral deposits are despoiled by marauding vegetables. They accumulate minerals and work them into implements with which to harness vegetable electricity, as part of their aforedescribed surrender to the metallic principle mercury, not to be confused with quicksilver. This is the case with magnesium, whose electric field can negate the mutual repulsion felt by three phosphate particles just long enough to wed them, thereby storing electric potential. For such labors she rewards them with vigor, turgescence, youth, moisture, flowers (which are their genitals), fruit (their wombs) and all the things animals associate with this life-giving mercury, though in reality it be a manifestation of sulphur. Having become so proficient in organizing itself to the end of transcending mercury’s reproach, and having been vitally charged to the limit set by its form, the vegetable now must alleviate its libidinal pressures by generating pollen, seeds and fruit, shamelessly.

But the aphids would despise such a Hesperidian physique; they could potentially achieve such beauty, but they have to make hard shells or be vanquished. Or perhaps it’s better said they would be attracted to the undefended display of valuable chemical products the plant painstakingly assembled from the air, water, and minerals. The solution is the sulphuric formation of arms and armor. Tobacco, for example, defends its hoard by infusing its tissue with salts of nicotine, and should an aphid attempt to despoil this vegetable, the reagent over-excites its brain, paralyzing and killing it (though for man it contributes to tobacco’s medicinal virtue, since he is afflicted by boredom). Thus for the opportunity cost of a more sensuous-looking flower, it generates this defensive alkaloid, doubly deterring the pests whom mercury inspires. All creatures, most apparently in the animal kingdom, invest their energies in such sulphuric formations to the end of resisting perturbations and waxing in life, the most subtle of which is the Redeemer’s or Moshiach’s sword. He will not lose it when He wields it on the Last Day!

Man is notably lacking horns, fangs, a shell, &c, preferring to invest in a highly developed faculty of observation. He is created in God’s image, and is the firstborn of our mercury, over which His Spirit moved in the beginning. The city is where the lot of natural perturbers were subdued, but the ghosts thereof plague him regardless in the form of energies unconsumed by forgone civilizing labors. Furthermore, the city is the furnace of the Christian Great Work, where the secret fire, fanned by surpluses of Communion Sacrament, animates the grain-fed horde in acts of good and evil. This was described in the Argument of Blake’s Marriage; convenience nourishes a vile lumpenproletariat, rich and poor, which has forgotten what it means to live and now terrorizes those who thirst after authenticity. In general, they condemn the acquisition of what they feel would destroy them, and those actions which they themselves would be ashamed of performing, most pertinently the achievement of greatness. Baked into this reproach, which they at some level feel is charitable, is the assumption that we are undeserving of power and pleasure. We find ourselves torn between social duty and fear of God, for if we assented to their influence, we would incur mercury’s corrosion, which they, considering it inevitable, have named aging to justify their corruption. We, the Sons of Science, interpreted their attacks as generous corrections of our own waywardness for as long as we could before concluding the phenomenon was actually their despised life departing them to seek our hospitality! or at least this is what our learned professionals imagine to console themselves in the face of the unexplained.

Though the Redeemer was mocked with a crown of thorns, He was nonetheless crowned and the extremity of His Passion, moreover, is clearly a measure of what His persecutors thought He was capable of enduring. In the same way, we resort to Philosophy and discern that their slights and mockery are suggestions of our superiority. I will now describe how they confess their sins to us, hoping to make us into a new First Estate. The excitement resulting from our perceiving their attacks, which is proportionate to our estimation of an assailant, and which formerly embodied the qualia of pain and humiliation, now regenerates the sincere signatories of the Social Contract, who have died. Having suffered this, and having been endowed with the criterion that was the ideal result of circumcision, we can no longer mistake these bluffs for legitimate reproaches. Our assailants at once empathize with us, admire us and despise us. Thus they detect our intrinsic energy, which would cause them to sin if they embodied it. While they lazily flattered themselves, we developed personhood by endeavoring to determine the causes of things: the study of fate, limitation and the past. For this reason, their assumption of their superiority, which they, confusing themselves with us, represent as one of equality, is all the more ridiculous. A parallel moral axis is being discovered.

Then, hideously, they pose as if they’re defending themselves from what they themselves would enact if they embodied our potentiality. This vehemence they stole from innocence itself, and the fixity against which they brace themselves is essentially a Fifth Commandment defiled by a corrupt people. Love is not love. Every word is poisoned. Now their children gouge out their eyes to envision a world as dark as the womb. Their esteeming of appearance and disregard for credential … must be corrected and quickly. But I digress. Restrained by this conception of similitude, their violence is subtle and half-hearted: an expression of purposelessness, of interior filth, of mismatched ranking and a paradoxical mixture of dominance and subordination. Since they lack the nobility to realize the contradiction before incontinently acting in this unintelligible manner, we must esteem them to be as worthless as language is in this day and age: the denouement of the excitement their actions cause in us, which again is proportionate to our conception of their worth.

Dispassionately, then, their aggressions are fleeting manifestations of metallic mercury (as sulphur), which gain fixity during alarm due to an abhorrence of life and greatness, within and without, in conjunction with their perception thereof. Should this occur chronically, adaptation begets a chronic rigidity of the concerned organs, as Reich discovered, and if generationally, modification of the skeleton even results. But long before then, the base, hoping to be liberated from this tension, lash out at us, concluding that their perversion originates with us when we, like the Redeemer, permit their aggressions. They have imposed on us to buy their sins, effectively, and if we avenged ourselves, we would suffer the consequences of sympatheticonia. Though they may momentarily enjoy their gravitas and catharsis, they have further reinforced their resistance against the sweetness of life which we have cultivated, which they are already associate with pain, and have rejected epiphany with violence. Alternatively, we may fight with them, and if possible convince them of the indestructibility of our loving nature, and that their concessions to corruption, their rape of logic and reaction, are not at all universal, that there is, omnipresent, a geometrically proportioned Natural Law State which never asks its citizens to embody dissonance of will, and that God is with us always, even to the end of the world.

I hope to have demonstrated my competency in glass-working, the integrity of my Philosophic Vessel, and the asinine power of my medicine that the truly innocent may be convinced they need not ever do violence to themselves at the behest of an aggressor, and that if they do commit this mistake, they can be regenerated through forgiving themselves. I, Frater S.Z., am the Root and Offspring of David, the Bright Morning Star, and so on and so forth.

Finally I would add that as a male, I am not able to contain the mercurial effluxes that manifest as the stag’s horns, the rooster’s comb, &c. What’s more, I am held to be a fool and the runt of the litter, so I suppose no one will object to me expressing my interpretation of the Redeemer’s entrance into Jerusalem, His Crucifixion and Resurrection. It is symbolic, nay, a displacement of the development of sexual excitation and a real orgasm on a macrocosmic scale, hence “If these people held their peace the very stones would cry out.” Being a very pious man, I take no pleasure in being utterly arrested by yearning, which to me is a bona fide Crucifixion, whereupon I permit my total obliteration with the faith that I will rise again.